Supernatural Preferences

I'm a Monster- Sam

Dedicated to @MrsDarylDixon5094 for the suggestion. Remember requests are open and can be given by comment or PM- I don't mind. Also sorry it took so long I've been kind of busy and a little lazy.
(Sorry, dedications aren't working right now but as soon as they do I'm on it.)

You woke up mid - nightmare barely having enough time to swallow your scream before you woke up both Sam and Dean.

You'd been dating Sam for about a month and were already falling for him quickly. You even shared a room with a kitchen attached so you wouldn't have to suffer the crappy diner food.

You reached out for Sam desperately seeking his comfort but only to be grasping the sheets. You opened your eyes looking for him but found yourself alone in the room.

You got out of the bed still feeling the effects of you nightmare but caring more about Sam. You walked out of your room and saw that the kitchen had a dim light on.

You walked into the kitchen and sure enough saw Sam sitting at the table with his head hung in his hands.

"Sam? What's up?" You said your voice still rough from sleep.

"Hey." He said looking up at you. You saw that there was obviously something wrong.

You moved and sat next to him.

"Sam, what are you doing?"

"Thinking." He said shortly.

"About?" You questioned softly.

"Everything." He said still sticking to his one worded answers.

"Sammy, I'm worried about you. What's going on with you?" You said taking one of his hands and squeezing it reassuringly.

He visibly deflated. "(Y/N)... I-I'm a monster." He said his voice breaking as he tried to move his hand out of yours.

"What are you talking about?" You asked confused. You knew that he'd been having issues with recently developing problems that made him feel 'different' but he'd never shared he's feelings.

"Sammy... no. You're definitely not a monster you're anything but. The things you deal with are monsters- you're a hero." You say grasping his hand tighter.

Tears were streaming out of his eyes. "If we meet other hunters on the road do you think they're gonna let me live when they see what I can do? Hell, if I wasn't his brother Dean would kill me!"

You slid closer to him and put an arm around him in comfort.

"Luckily you are his brother so you have a chance to prove yourself. Not everything different is evil. How many people have you saved with your powers, Sam? It doesn't matter to me what you are; I love you anyway." You say fiercely not realising what you'd just revealed.

He was quiet for a second before returning your embrace.

"I love you too."

"Well... not to be insensitive but it's still the middle of the night and I'm really tired so are we okay now? Can we go back to bed?" You say pulling away slightly.

Sam smiled. "'Kay let's go to bed." He says standing up and leading you to the bedroom.