Just Saying ~Rants, Quotes, Etc.~

Being bullied//B

Being bullied hurts.Ive been bullied before. Most wouldn't think i have insecurities by the smile and laugh and vibes i give off. i do. Everyone has them. Why do they have to point it out in front of people why? The reason im writing this is because Friday, February 5,2016 around one something i was told in needed to lose weight. Ive been trying to lose it but i cant. It was a guy that said.

this is how it went: 

Friend: Bobbie you better be doing you work.

Me: i already have.Im good

Friend: You should study

Me: Im good.

Dude: She should lose weight too.

I was good until i processed what he said I could feel my face heat up and i felt like exploding so i got up and asked the sub to go to the bathroom.Once she nodded her head i ran out of the room.As i left the room tears were already falling.I broke down even more. It hurt.Ik what yall guys are saying you shouldn't have let it get under your skin but i cant help it.My weight is a soft and tender thing with me. I haven't even told A about this yet I don't wanna worry her.She just resonantly lost a family member and she doesn't needed the added stress of all this.  the depression is going to be here for a bit but ill hide it like i normally do.Ive cried myself to sleep last night and probably will tonight.I think this is the longest entry I've done for you guys. I shouldn't have broke down like i did.The song above is what im listening to as i write this.So yeah enough of me doing what ever im doing here.Bye.

Just saying.

-Beauty(to upset to do my sign-off )