Just Saying ~Rants, Quotes, Etc.~

IDK What To Update About Anymore//

Okay so IDK what to update about anymore. All I've done so far this summer is sleep eat clean babysit and one day went out with my cousins brother and one of there boyfriend. Might as well do some more facts about me.
1.) my name is Bobbie.
2.) I'm 5'5
3.)I'm bisexual
4.)I'm single as always and might stay that way for the rest of my life because I'm not good enough for anyone to want or if so to keep me and actually want me for me.(so not going to happen any time soon)
5.) I'm fat (A u can't say I'm not because we both need to face reality I am fat)
6.) I smell bad
7.) I hate my red hair
8.) I hat my blue eyes
9.)I hate my self in all
10.) I'm going to be an 11th grader when school starts back
11.)I'll be 18 this year
12.)I wanna get a job and move the fuck out from under my mom's ruff.
13.) I've had depression (still have it slightly)
14.) I hate pictures
15.) I hate spiders
16.)I hate snakes
17.) I hate clowns
18.) I wish I never had a heart
19.) I wish I could keep my emotions from showing on my face
20.) I have anger issues
21.) I lash out when I reatch my level Of anger when I can't control it
22.) As my only true friend
23.) I hate socializing with people in the outside world.
24.) I hate my hand wrighting
25.) I hate my singing voice(so glad I'm slowly losing the ability to sing)
26.)I Wright snipits of songs but never complete them (only one and tha was for school didn't even do it)
27.) I hate the place I live
28.) I hate having basically no freedom
29.) I hate my life
That's all there you guys go. I don't care for sighn off anymore so goodbye.
Just saying
-Beauty