How ive felt since Friday the 5

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Ive felt like a loser. Ive felt fat. Ive felt disgusted with myself.I feel so sad and angry. I feel like i annoy everyone when i speak. I cant get away from this feelings. Ive tried. Tomorrows Valentines day and i have no one like always. I meant come on who would want a stupid, fat, ugly ,bitchy, ass hole, and short like me. Ive tried losing weight but it doesn't work. The only thing i've ate today is a fruit cup and a sandwich. One of my friend says that not good. i just don't feel the urge to eat and my bodies not telling me to eat. I feel like crying but nothing comes. I just wish i didnt have a freaking heart. If only humans could live without one. I hate being human. In all every school day is hell knowing i have to facee the guy that hurt me. I dought A reads these anymore.She hasnt said anything about it. I wish shed notice the pain im in. I need some one to hold me and tell me everythings going to be alright but no ones here. I just dont understand why. Im always there for my other friends.I notice when therein pain but nune notice when i am.nugungaga na-ege mesinjeo jiog jejalie gojeong dowajuseyo .(What google translation gave me for Someone please help me im locked in a hellish place.)

Just saying

-Beauty

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