Chapter Six: Marcel

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First Louis tells me that he didn't want to talk to me about anything that happened and then he ran out of his own house, and now he acts like nothing even happened. If you haven't noticed I am a fairly sensitive guy and when things like this happens it hurts. When we got on the bus and Harry shouted that One Direction was back it made me think if that meant the Louis I know was gone. If when he was Superstar Louis Tomlinson he wouldn't talk to me for my way of life. What if THE Louis Tomlinson would make fun of me on interviews because of who I am. "Louis can I talk to you for a second?" I asked as Harry and Liam looked at each other. They must know something is going on between us, well I know Harry does but he would NEVER tell anyone unless we both told him at the same time and told him that we wanted to tell the world we were in love.

"Sure Marcel. Give me a second." He said as I sat down on the bed where we could talk away from the other boys. Louis gave Niall the rest of his sandwich and came and sat down by me. It was quiet for a couple seconds before anyone said anything.

"What are we?" I asked as he knew I was giving him the relationship talk. The one no one liked giving or hearing. "I mean you kissed me and I kissed back and it was great, well it was great for me I don't know how it was for you." I said as he smiled at me. I'm taking it he enjoyed it as well. "Are we going to try dating, even just in secret? Are we going to pretend like it never happened? Just ignore it? I don't care what we do but I couldn't leave it just untalked about." I said as Louis exhaled loudly.

"Marcel." Oh this is not off to a good start. It sounds like he is breaking up with me. "I have no clue where this is going. And I don't want to see you get hurt by me. I try and act like this isn't me but maybe if I have that one special guy in my life that will change. I am too scared to tell anyone." Louis said which made my heart hurt.

"But Lou, I can be that special guy for you just give me a chance. Just please think about where you want our relationship to go whether it's down the drain or into something more." I said walking out of the bedroom. "Harry I need to get out can we please stop the bus soon so I can get some fresh air I don't do well in the car for long periods of times." I said as we were about to stop.

"Ya Marcel we have to pick up Lauren, Niall's friend and Piper, I don't know if you remember her but.." He said before I cut him off.

"But she is going to be your wife someday?" I asked with a little wink. "Yes I remember THE Piper Reid. We would all hang out after school and walk home together until she moved to the States. You used to call her Pipe Cleaner and she hated you for that. Did she move back?" I asked as Harry started to blush at how much I was sharing.

"Piper is not going to be my wife someday although if I had to choose anyone to marry I wouldn't mind marrying her but yes she did move back and I figured why not get us all back together. I don't know about you but I sure did miss her." He said as I smiled and rolled my eyes. Of course once again only I can see that they are like two love sick puppies around each other.

"Of course you missed her!! You have to miss your wife to be!" I said as everyone started to laugh.

"MARCEL! I only like her a little bit." He said as he started laughing along with everyone else. The bus came to a stop. I was the first one out of the bus. I ran out and into the fresh air. I don't know where I am going but I had to get away from everyone else. I looked back to see if I was being followed by one of the boys. When I whipped my head back around to see where I was going I ran into the one person that would be worse then my bullies.

"Marcel?" I heard his voice ring in my ears. It made my knees weak and I just wanted to go back the way it was before, when I felt safe, safe in his arms. "Is that you?" Andrew, my Ex-Boyfriend said as he pulled me into a hug. Man I miss when he used to hold me like this.

"Andrew! I said looking up at him  before he leaned in and kissed me. It was better then I remembered. Just for those moments when he was kissing me every thought I have ever had just went away.

"Oh Marcel I missed this." He said as he laughed at the feeling he was getting on his leg because of me.

"I ahh Umm I have to get back to Harry he is probably looking for me. Call me." I said as I had to go back to the bus otherwise I would have done stuff with him that would make me never want to leave his bed, his arms, his loving touch.

"Don't worry Marcel! I never deleted your number. I always knew you would come back some day!" He shouted as I was walking away.

By the time I got back to the bus Harry was freaking out. "Piper what if something happened to him? What if the bullies tracked him down and killed him?" He asked as Piper waved to me. "Who are you waving at?" He asked as he spun around to see me waiting outside the bus. "Marcel get in here. I was so worried about you." Harry said pulling me into the bus. "Where were you?" He asked.

"I ran into Andrew." I said as Louis suddenly sat up from laying on the couch.

"Who's Andrew?" He asked looking a little hurt.

"He was my very first boyfriend. We relived some of that when I ran into him today." I said as a smile spread across my face just thinking about it.

"Marcel please tell me you didn't have sex." Louis said looking hurt.

"No all we did was kiss and then I told him to call me and I walked back to the bus." I said as Piper gave me a hug.

"I miss you. Just thought I would tell you before everyone starts to freak out because it seems like Louis is going to blow his top." She whispered before Louis looked like he was about to cry.

"Louis, what's the matter?" I asked trying to hold back a smile that he was getting mad. "Why do you look like you are about to cry? Does something bother you? Do you want to talk about it? Commit to what you are feeling." I said looking at him wanting him to tell me that he really does want me to be that special guy for him.

"No I just hope that you and.....  And Andrew have fun together and are really happy." He said before he ran into the back of the bus.

"Lou......" I said as I opened the door and saw Louis laying on the bed. "I'm sorry." I said before Andrew started to call me. A big smile spread across my face.

"Let me guess it's Andrew?" Lou asked as I looked up from my phone to him. I nodded and walked out of the room and in with everyone else.

*Phone Call*

M-" Hey Andrew!"

A- "Hey I was thinking Dinner later? My place? Maybe even a little more?" He said as I started to blush

M- "That would be great. What time?"

A- "Be here around..... Ummm4." He said with a little chuckle.

M- "Isn't that a little early for Dinner?" I asked as Harry's head snapped up towards me.

A- "Never said what was going to come first." He said as I started to blush.

M- "Okay I will be there." I said hanging up the phone.

*End Phone Call*

"I have a Dinner date tonight in an hour." I said running back to the room where Louis was laying. "I just came in for some clothes and a towel." I said going into the closet where everyone's clothes.

"Do you have a date tonight." He said patting the bed to the spot next to him.

"Actually..........." I said before he pushed me onto the bed and pressed himself on top of me. "Lou." I said before he cut me off.

"Shh." He said before he smashed his lips into mine.

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Well I have ONE question. Smut or no smut? Can't make up my mind. If you want to give me ideas that might help with the story that would be a huge help and if I use them I will dedicate the next chapter to you! Thanks for reading!

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