The Dawsey Baby

Chapter 7

I am so so sorry I've been so inactive! School has been really hard and I've been really busy! Sorry and I hope you love the chapter.

Xx, Jaye

//Casey's POV//

 She had been seizing for a couple minutes and that is when they  ad to start CPR. She was still unresponsive after half an hour of CPR. The seizure had stopped but it was massive. Gabby was still coding. She is everything I have and everything I could ever want. She was my love, my light, my everything. The doctors were doing everything they could, but it was not enough. They needed to save her, I could not lose her. They had shocked her heart and did CPR . They told me that she was not going to come back. My heart stopped. I sat down next to Gabby with tears in my eyes and my body weak. 

"Please don't leave. I need you. I need our baby. I need you. I cannot lose you. I need you to live and I need you to be okay. Your everything I have and everything I could ever want. I cannot live without you." Matt said crying.

All of a sudden the monitor started to beep again, but she was not awake. They said that her brain had been severely damaged from the Seizure she had. They said she was in a coma. When I heard those words I was relieved, but at the same time I was devastated. My fiancé was in a coma and they did not know when she was going to wake up, if ever. She's carrying my child and all I could ever want is for them to both be okay. 

That night in the ICU was one of the worst nights in my life. Not only did she code twice, but she had to be rushed into the OR because she was bleeding internally. They told me that there is a risk that we could lose the baby, and potentially her. I was anxiously waiting in the waiting room when everyone from 51 came. It means the world to be that they are here. 

They came up to me with tears in their eyes. I could tell that they had been crying a lot. They wanted her to be okay too. Brett came up to me with tears streaming down her face. We were hugging when I heard Brett balling her eyes out in my arms. She was one of Gabby's best friends. Brett couldn't stop crying so I told her to come with me. I took her somewhere more private, where I could talk to her.

I knew she wanted the truth, but more than that, she needed Gabby to be okay. We sat on the ledge coming out of the window, it was inside. I told her that she had coded many times, had a seizure, and is now internally bleeding. I told Brett we may lose the baby and that Gabby was in a coma and was intubated to help her breathe. She was not brain dead thankfully. The doctors said she has an okay chance of waking up. They were going to check a lot to see if she was brain dead. Her body has been through a lot, and they think it is too much for her to live with. 

Brett didn't know what to say. She was so sad and so shocked that she didn't even feel the tears rolling down her face. She hugged me and then we went back out in the waiting room, where we all anxiously waited for hours. 

After six hours of waiting, at four am the doctors came out with some of the worst news I have ever heard. I was not ready for this, but then again, are you ever ready?

Thank you for reading my story, it really does mean a lot. I will try to update more. I hope you liked the chapter!

Xx, Jaye