The Dawsey Baby

Chapter 9

I'm trying to be more active. Hope you like the chapter! 

Xx, Jaye

//Casey's POV//

I sat down beside Gabby's bed, in the ICU. There weren't many people in the floor which is good, I guess. I wish that we weren't here either. She had been out of surgery for a couple of hours now. Brett and the rest of the house left a couple of hours too. I look over to Gabby and see her beautiful face. I can't help but remember all the memories I had with her, and the many more memories I want to make with her and our kids. I realized that three was a lot of kids, but we've always wanted a lot of kids. I knew that I couldn't do it alone, I needed her. 

I started to talk to her. 

"I don't know if you can hear me, or if your even alive."

"I know that it is easier to stop trying to fight. I know that you are probably in pain, but please don't go. We have so many memories together and so many more to make. Just hold on a little longer, please. For me and for our babies. We both need you. You're everything I could ever want in a best friend and in a partner. I've always known it was you. You mean the world to me and I just can't bare the thought of living in this world without you. Well, anyway you probably can't even hear me, but if you can I want you to know that I love you so much and that I can't let you go, ever."

 Memories with Dawson

The first day I met Dawson was the best day of my life. She walked into 51 having no idea what to do. She was a paramedic then. I shook her hand and looked into her sparkling brown eyes. I could tell she was nervous. I showed her around and we became friends really fast. I knew from that I liked her more than a friend, but little did I know that we would end up engaged. 

//Dawson's POV At the time//

We walked into our brand new apartment, so excited to be living in it together. We held hands while we walked through our apartment. My hands were shaking, that's how excited I was. We were starting another chapter together. We were engaged and soon to be married. I could not love him anymore. He was the only one I have ever wanted to be with, and now were engaged. We started unpacking our boxes when a cup fell and broke. I was so tired and stressed that I stated to yell. Matt came over to me and told me that everything was going to be fine. He looked right into my eyes and kissed me. 

//Matt's POV//

I remembered all the good memories I had with her for the rest of the night, while holding her hand. At seven o'clock the doctors came in to check how she was doing. They told me it would probably be a while before she is completely out of the woods, and that he should start planning for the worst. The words just tore me apart.

//Dawson's POV//

I can't stand this, not being with Matt. I heard what he said and it killed me to know that he's so sad. I scream and scream but no on hears me. I just want things to be back to normal. All of a sudden I feel different, something I had never felt. It was a weird feeling, I can't describe. Then I see darkness, I walked towards it but then I hear Matt screaming no. I don't know what to do. I want to go to the darkness but I don't know what that means. I was confused and I kept walking towards the darkness. 

I hope you liked the chapter. I hope that I can write soon!

Xx, Jaye