4 years. 4 years I have been here with him. My big brother Harry. He doesn't let me leave, let alone take one foot outside in the back garden. He never lets me leave his sight. I don't go to school anymore, incase I walk back to my parents house. He doesn't trust me, he has trust issues with me. I've tried to escape before but as you know it didn't work. He caught me red handed. He was so angry. I was sitting in my room when he came in. "I'm headed to the shops, you can either stay here and I will lock everything or you can come with me and you will be holding my hand the whole time." I sat there thinking about it. "Can I come?" I said whispering. "Speak louder!" "Can I come." I said again. "Yes, get your shoes and jacket on." I nodded. "Words." "Yes Harry." He nodded and walked out. I went to my wardrobe and put on my black converse and my leather jacket. I looked in the mirror and fixed my hair. "Are you ready yet?!" He yelled at me from downstairs. "Yes, I'm just coming!" I sighed and grabbed my phone putting it deep in my jean pocket. He doesn't let me use my phone that much. I then walked out and headed downstairs. "Are you ready?" He asked me. "Yes, Harry." He smiled and took my hand. Yes he holds my hand even when we're walking to the car. "Don't want you running away again, don't we?" I shook my head. "No Harry." He smiled and we headed to the car. "Sit in the front with me please." I nodded and got in the front. "Where are we going?" I asked. "Tesco's then Morrisons." "Why two shops?" "We got a lot of shopping to do." I then looked out the window. "Want to listen to music?" "No, I'm fine." Just then my phone went off telling me, i got a text. "What was that?! Do you have your phone?!" I stayed silent. "ANSWER ME!" I flinched and nodded. "Give me it." I sighed and gave him the phone out my pocket. I checked who it was and went wide eyed. It was my older sister Gemma. I knew Harry was going to go metal. "Who was it?!" He said looking at me with an angry look. "Nobody." "Are you lying?! You know I hate liars. Tell me who it was right now or I swear I will go mental!" "Gemma. It was Gemma." He grabbed my phone out my hand, opened his window and then flung it out the window. "You will not say a word to me or anything at all until I talk or ask you something myself. GOT IT!?" I nodded. "Yes, Harry." He sighed and didn't say a word the rest of the way there. "Go and get me a trolley." "Big or small?" I asked. "Big." I nodded and headed to the trolley. "Y/n?" I turned round and saw my best friend Katie. "Oh, hey." I said. "How are you?" "I'm good thanks." "Not seen you in a while. Everyone misses you." "I miss you too." I said looking for Harry and I was looking for him. He will kill me if I'm talking to someone from school. "You seem worried. What's wrong?" "I just need to get back to-" "Y/n?" Crap it was Harry. "Yeah Harry?" I said softly. "Who's th- oh hi Katie. Been a while." "I was just saying that to Y/n, we all miss her, but she's making it better by texting me." She just had to mention that part didn't she. "Well Katie, we better get going." Harry said smiling but glaring at me. Katie nodded. "Yeah, my mum is coming the now anyway. See you later Y/n." She said waving. I smiled softly and waved. "Let's go." I said taking the trolley. "No." He said grabbing my arm. He took the trolley and put it back and leading me back to the car. "You will stay here and not move! ITOLD YOU TO NEVER TALK TO ANYONE!! YOU DON'T NEED ANYONE ELSE YOU HAVE ME!! Am I clear?" I nodded. "Yes Harry." He nodded and rolled the window down. "I'll be back soon." Then he slammed the door. I sighed. I decided to take a nap. After a while I felt someone shake me. "Wake up." I opened my eyes and saw it was Harry. "Were you tired?" He asked softly. "No, I just decided to take a nap. I'm sorry." "You don't have to be sorry. I don't mind." Then he started the car up. Again on the way back it was silent. Finally we got back to the house. I was about to walk up to the front door when Harry called me back. "Where do you think you're going?!" "In the house?" "So you expect me to carry these bags by myself? And we're going to Morrisons now." "Can I just stay here? I'm not feeling to well." He looked at me. "What's wrong?" He asked me. "I just have a headache." "Right ok, help me with these bags and then go to your room and have another nap." I nodded and got some bags. "I won't be long. Plus I'm locking everything." "Yes Harry." He kissed my head and went out. I've not got a sore head I just didn't want to be with him. He doesn't know I have a back up phone either. It was an iPhone 5, he smashed my iPhone 6. I still have the same numbers. Though just to be on the safe side I'm not going to contact anyone. I sighed and took a nap. Two hours later I woke up. I heard Harry downstairs. I headed down and saw him making something. "Hi, Harry." "Hey love, how's your head?" "Better." "I decided to buy cakes. I just started come and help." This is what I've missed. He's being my brother again. I smiled and joined him. Half way through Harry needed the toilet. "I'll be back in a minute. You continue." There're in the oven and they look ready so i took them out and stuck a knife through them. "Yep defiantly ready." When you were icing them, Harry came stomping downstairs. "WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?!" He held up my phone. "Oh no." I mumbled. "YOU HAVE ANOTHER PHONE?! I KNEW I SHOULDN'T HAVE TRUSTED YOU!!" He then flung the phone on the ground. That's when I snapped. "Do you know what?! I don't know why I even try to be honest! You are the worst brother ever! You basically kidnapped me, I've not seen mum, Gemma or dad for four years! I'm sick of being stuck in here! It's all your fault! I thought after this you would change! But what do I know?! I knew I was bluffing. I HATE YOU!!" I finally did it, I stood up to him. He didn't look happy though. I just shook my head and headed upstairs. "I'm sorry." He finally mumbled. He then realised how he's been treating me. Though he knew i didn't hear his sorry. He needs to make rings right. Not updated in this book for a while. Hi!
