Fools In Love *Ziall Fanfiction* (Finished)

Chapter 15

(A/N:   WARNING!!! now you have been warned. idek)

Niall's P.O.V.:
"Don't get yourself all worked up Niall. It's just my Mum." Zayn reassured me, but I was still nervous. We were now walking up the front steps of his house.

"But what if she doesn't like me? What if I make a bad impression?" I whined tugging at his arm to stop him from opening the door. He just shrugged my arm off and opened the door. "I don't see a reason why she wouldn't like you. You're just all around lovable." He soothed me and pinched my cheek, ro which I scrunched up my face and pouted.

"Zayn? Are you home, honey?" I heard a woman yelling from... the kitchen? I saw Zayn rolling his eyes before answering.  "Yes Mum, and I brought Niall!" We took our shoes and jackets off and then walked into the kitchen where his Mum was standing.

"Hello Niall, it's nice to finally meet you. Zayn has told me so much about you." I just blushed. Did he really tell her much about me? "Hello Mrs. Malik, it's nice to meet you too." I said, a faint red still covering my cheeks, and I shook her hand lightly.

"You really ARE adorable!" She gushed, "And please call me Trisha. Mrs. Malik sounds too formal." I shyly nodded. Did that mean Zayn told her I was adorable? Well, he did tell me I was. But it's still different if you tell it to someone else, especially your mother.

"T-Thank you Trisha." I stuttered. I felt Zayn proctectively throwing one arm around me. "He's very shy, Mum. Stop making him
uncomfortable!" I blushed even more at his words and looked at Trisha a bit flustered.

"Oh, sorry Niall. Do you two want some spaghetti?" Me and Zayn both nodded and he used the arm, that was wrapped around me, to pull me to the table.

Trisha gave us our plates and after a while left us alone and it felt nice to be able to breathe properly again.

"See, I told you not to worry. She loves you." Zayn said from my side, stuffing the noodles in his mouth. I had to giggle at this sight.
But went to be serious again when I remembered something Mrs. Malik, I meant Trisha said.

"Did you really tell her that I am adorable?" I asked hesistantly. I really wanted to know. Zayn smiled cheekily at me. "Well, wouldn't you want to know." My face grew hot, but I didn't give in and kept staring at him expectantly.

"Fine I did. Happy?" He exclaimed while dramatically throwing his hands in the air. "Yes I am." I said satisfied with a stupid grin on my face.
I didn't know what it was, but when I was with Zayn I could still laugh everything off if I was embarassed, even if something made me feel uncomfortable.


Me and Zayn were currently sitting on his bed cross legged and talking to each other.
"Did you know that Darren Evans and Collin Baily are apparently gay... or bisexual?" I ask him. He looked suprised but then confused. "Uhm... I know who Collin is but not who Darren is." Oh I almost forgot he hadn't been here in Bradford for that long. And Darren wasn't exactly someone who stood out in the crowd, whilest Collin was known by a lot more people, mainly because he was on the football team (Soccer).

"Well, Darren is in the same class as Collin. Some Brian told Louis he saw them making out in the boys' locker room." I explained to him.
"Gossip is spreading pretty quickly at this school huh?" He chuckled. "But I didn't think Collin was gay or even bisexual."

"That's exactly what I was thinking!" I yelled excitedly. He just laughed at me and ruffled my hair, causing me to pout again, which made him smile.

"Well, have you ever kissed a boy?" He asked me curiousity shining through his eyes. My eyes got wide and I shook my head. "Have you ever kissed anyone? And no, your Mum doesn't count." He teasingly asked.

"Of course I did!" I protested, crossing my arms. "Then tell me about it." It was obvious that he didn't believe me. Did my lips really look like virgin-lips?

"I was 13 and there was this girl in my class. When we had lunchbreak she just kinda went up to me and... kissed me." I admitted. "Did you like it?" He surely was a curious one. "Nah, it was kinda weird. I wouldn't do it again to be honest." I admitted. "And you?" - "Boy or girl?" He asked. I rolled my eyes. "Both." I smirked at him. He looked deep in thought. "Well, I kissed a few girls. The first time when I was twelve. It wasn't anything special. Just to have done it, I guess. But not a boy yet, which is weird, because the majority of guys have kissed another boy."

I remembered that Louis and Harry once had to kiss each other when we were playing truth or dare with a few other kids. Of course Louis hadn't been with Eleanor back than. We weren't that cruel as to force someone to kiss anyone whilest dating someone.

"Do you ever plan on doing it?" I asked him, letting my nosy side show. Zayn shrugged his shoulders. "Do you?" He asked me back and I gulped. I didn't even know. The idea of ever kissing another guy had never crossed my mind before. "I don't know." I answered honestly, looking out the window to think about it. Did I? I hadn't even been in a real relationship yet, if kindergarten doesn't count.

"We could kiss, if you want to." I heard him say. My eyes went wide and I looked at Zayn to see if he was serious. He didn't even flinch a bit, letting me know, that he indeed wasn't joking.

"Uh, I don't know." I stuttered out. God, my palms were getting a bit sweaty. "If you don't want to it's okay. It was just a thought." He assured me. "It's not that I don't want to kiss you!" I exclaimed not wanting to offend him. "Then what?" He asked looking at me confused.
I didn't know what to say. "Uhm... I... I-I don't know how?" Was that even a reason? "I don't know either." He admitted, "But we could just try it. It's not like anyone's watching us." He was right. But did I really want to kiss him? Oh my god! Me and Zayn kissing? That would be just... just... I didn't even know. My thoughts were racing, trying to think it over as quickly as possible. But I didn't come up with anything. It was like my mind was blank.

"Uhm... okay?"
...
Why did I say that? Why? Fucking why?! But I couldnt take the words back. I guess I had to kiss him? Thinking about it, it couldn't be bad right? I mean it was probably almost the same as kissing a girl, not that I had much experience on that anyway so it didn't really matter.

"Are you sure? You really don't have to if you don't want." Zayn said, noticing that I was unsure of what was about to come. "No it's okay. I mean I want. But you don't have to either." I finally decided. I couldn't even believe myself. "Well, I want to too." He said.

He slowly moved a bit closer and I did the same, looking into his deep brown eyes to see if he had any doubts. I couldn't find any, so I hesistantly leaned in. When we were just a few inches away I closed my eyes, letting out a shaky breath. Before I could even form any other thought I felt his lips against mine, causing me to widen my eyes under the lidsand my breath got caught in my throat. It was nothing like I had imagined.
I thought it was going to be uncomfortable, rough and at least as weird as my first kiss with that girl back in 7th grade. But his lips were suprisingly soft for the ones of a guy. And it wasn't even the least bit comfortable. The warmth of his lips spread over my whole body and my fingertips began tingling as well as my lips and my stomach began doing flips.
It was over as fast as it had happened, but it still left the tingling sensation in my body.

I slowly opened my eyes to see Zayn looking at me with his big brown eyes, biting his lip. I was still in a daze and too stunned to function. "That was... nice." Zayn said after while looking. I began to realise just now that I wasn't breathing and I quickly breathed in filling my lungs with much needed air.
Zayn was still looking at me now expectantly. "How was it... for you?" He asked me. I focused my gaze on my lap while scratching the back of my neck and biting back a grin. I didn't know why, but I felt this huge desire to grin. "Uhm... I... it was... nice... I guess." I stumbled across the words with flushed cheeks.

"Would you... do it again?" I looked suprised up at his question debating wether I should answer with the truth or lie about it. But since he had been honest the whole time with me, I hope, but I didn't think he would lie to me he was always so confident he didn't need to lie to hide his uncomfortableness, so I figured I should be honest with him too.

"Yes uhm... I would." I still couldn't manage to say something without stuttering or blushing. Zayn grinned at me. "Okay you have the permisson to kiss me anytime you want, because I would too." I gaped at him. How could he say that without blushing? Wait. Maybe he was blushing the whole time, but I couldn't see because his skin is so tan. That made kind of sense. I needed to pay more attention, maybe I could figure out if he was blushing and when he was blushing.

"Well, you have the permission to kiss me anytime you want, too. And by the way I think you're a great kisser." I said winking at him. It was very hard to supress the blush that tried to crawl up my cheeks but I had managed it... I hoped.

I saw him looking at me a bit stunned. He obviously didn't see that one coming, I thought, grinning to myself. He smiled at me but I saw him pressing his lips a tiny bit more together than you woould normally do.
HA! He was blushing! Oh my god! This is unbelievable!

"Uhm... Niall, why are you looking at me like that?" He asked uncertain. I couldn't hold it in any longer. I began laughing hysterically in his face. Zayn just looked at me confused.

"You!" I screamed at him. "Me?" He asked. "You fucking blushed!"

His mouth fell open in shock. He didn't look amused in the slighted. It was like he was paralized.

I still couldn't believe that he freaking blushed!

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A/N: GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH! So I'm gonna end it here. That seriously was the longest Chapter I ever wrote!!! :o it literally took me 3 HOURS to write this :O but mostly because I zoned out all the time daydreaming about this situation <3
And I can't believe I wrote that. I wanted to wait at least a few chapters for the first kiss but I couldn't wait any longer and it kinda fits. But I still think I could have written a lot better... :/

Hope you still enjoy! Vote and comment please if you like it! And I have over 1,600 views!!! I can't believe that either! Now I want freaking 2,000 views can you do that? anyway maybe I'm gonna update later... who knows   >;3