Gasoline (boyxboy) ✅

Chapter Six

||-Alex's POV-||

I stood in the bathroom, looking at the mirror, spotting all of my flaws. I couldn't help but cry. All I wanted was to be loved. But who's this Mike guy? Who did Ryan really love?  I told myself over and over again that he loved me. No matter how many times I tried to believe it, I knew deep down he didn't love me.

I couldn't believe the things I was now realizing, how he could have done this? Did he ever really love me? What if he did but played me the rest of the time I spent with him? I quickly wiped the tears from my face with the sleeve of my sweater.

I wasn't going to sit here and wait for Ryan to fuck with my feelings again. I didn't know what to think. All I felt was betrayal and anger. I quickly left the bathroom, heading outside. I wanted to ruin him, before he could ruin me.

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I checked the driveway, seeing his car in the garage. I scanned my surroundings seeing the door of the garage wide open. I didn't think twice before stomping my way inside. All the lights were off, and I couldn't hear a single peep. I looked towards the kitchen, seeing a small, scented candle lit.

I heard a faint giggle from upstairs. It was immediately silent after that. I looked around me, before walking up the stairs..

I reached the top, after what felt like forever. I saw the three white doors in front of me. One lead to the bathroom, one to Mr. and Mrs. Ross' room, and the other to Ryan's room. I quickly remembered which one was the bathroom, and quietly closed the door behind me.

The paper thin walls made it simple for me to hear the male voices in the Ryan's room.

"I can't wait until next weekend!" the unknown voice squealed.

"I know, me too baby," I heard Ryan say seductivley.

I groaned in disgust. How could he feel okay with this, while knowing he's still in a relationship? This wasn't right. None of this was right.

I opened the door, not caring if I made any noise. I walked towards Ryan's bedroom, twisting the doorknob. I opened it, seeing some guy, naked, and on top of Ryan. Ryan face immediately dropped. The other guy stared at me with confusion.

My knees felt weak, and my eyes felt heavy. I thought I could handle this, I honestly thought it would be easy. I was wrong, so fucking wrong. I wasn't going to stand there any longer. I rushed down the stairs hearing Ryan call after me, "Alex, please! Wait!"

I didn't listen to him, I ran as fast as I possibly could. I ran out the garage door, leaving it open behind me. I scurried down the block, making my way down town to Alan's house.

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||-Alan's POV-||

I waited for a text from Austin. I really liked him, even though he was in his little fling with Katie. My phone rang on my bedside table, I excitedly answered, not bothering to look at the caller ID.

"Hey Austin!" I said cheerfully.

"Hey Alan, it's me. I was wondering if I could come over for a bit," Alex's voice stuttered.

My excitement dropped, I thought he was pissed off at me?

"I thought you didn't have time for me? Well, maybe I don't have time for your bullshit," I hissed.

I hung up, feeling a bit upset for what I had said. He didn't have time for me, so I won't waste my time on him. It seemed harsh, but now he felt exactly how I did. I think? I wasn't sure.

What if something really bad had happened and he needed help? I just told him to fuck off? What the hell was wrong with me! I dialed his number, not getting a reply. I didn't have time to leave a voicemail, I just called a million more times. No answer. Fuck, what have I done?

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