Way Back Into Love

Chapter 17

It all happened so fast.

One moment he was at the door and then he was kissing me hard. I can't control myself. I can't control this new feeling I have for myself.

He laid me to bed only to run his hands up and down my thighs.

"Do you want this?" He murmured, kissing my neck.

I know that this is wrong but I answered 'yes' anyway.

He took off his shirt and so did I.

Even at night, I can see the body he built for so many years. And I can see no reason for anyone to refuse him.

I kissed him. More than I ever did to someone, even Jason. Breathing hard, he began removing his pants, throwing it to the floor. I was still wearing mine. Until I can feel his hands unzipping it and slowly tugging it down and finally throwing it far away from me.

I was only in my underwear and so was he.

"I want you, Jane. I want all of you.." he was on top of me and I can feel his heart, his passion, with each kiss he gives.

He kisses me down, slowly, until he reaches my tummy and I gave a little yelp when he kissed it. He smiled, and proceeded kissing me down.

The night was silent except from the echoes of my voice moaning his name.

Chris's POV

I took her virginity. Yes. She's still a virgin and she's definitely not having having sex with her boyfriend- Jason.

I woke up the next day feeling all cheery and happy. I feel good. I feel different. I mean, yeah I had a lot of one night stands but it really feels different when you're with the one you always wanted to be with. It was like a brand new feeling.

I didn't get up once I opened my eyes, because the first thing that I saw was her face, resting on top of my chest, listening to the rhythm of my heart.

Nothing in the world can compare to a moment like this.

Jane's POV

I'm awake. I can feel the sound of his beating heart as his chest rise and falls. This is the best feeling in the world.

Chris's POV

I moved a little, to see her face and stroke her hair. The only thing I've never done to anyone but her.

Jane's POV

He's stroking my hair. I can't hide it anymore, I opened my eyes and met his.

The greenest eyes that can mesmerize any person who's going to look at it. It takes only one look to fall for these. He smiled, a smile so sweet and pure that you can only return the same smile. Suddenly I'm in heaven. With this person I ever laid with. And then I remember - Jason. How could I? What have I done? He had no idea. No idea at all. What will he say if he finds out? How will he look at me when all of it was over?

"Are you okay? Baby, don't cry," I didn't notice that silent tears fell from my face as Chris gently brushed it with his lips. The same thing Jason does when I cry.

"Hey, it's okay," he says. And I hate it. Because I believe him.

I believe in all that he says.

And I'm afraid of it.