Sometimes I wonder
What it would be like
For everything around you
To disappear
What is you were standing
Alone in a desert
Because sometimes
It feels like I am
Sometimes I wonder
What it would be like
To not have feelings
And to never be sad
What if you were not
Crying yourself to sleep
Because sometimes
It's all I can do
Sometimes I wonder
What is would be like
If life was greyscale
And colour was extinct
What if you couldn't
See the brightness of the sun
Because sometimes
I don't think I can
Sometimes I wonder
What it would be like
To not struggle with this
To be normal
What if you had
A chain around your neck
Because sometimes
I feel like I do
Sometimes I wonder
What it would be like
To not be broken
In a million pieces
What if you had been
Shattered like a pane of glass
Because sometimes
I think that I have
Sometimes I wonder
What is would be like
If I was
Okay
