Everytime I Try To Walk Away

done

It's been 6 months since we last talked and in those span of months, I'm proud to say I made it without taking you back.

I made it. My life went on its usual routine. I had time to focus on myself. I had all the time to fix myself. I had time for creating new friendships.

I'd be lying if I say never once did I miss you, because I do miss you, every day. Maybe up until now, I do. Up until now, I'm thinking of messaging you although I know it would do us no good. You've already moved on, I know that and so am I, but you know what they say about first love? You may have moved on, but your first love will always have a place in your heart. I guess that's just what's happening to me now.

I hope you'll find someone who'll love you the same way I did, or maybe more than I did. I loved you, to the deepest extent, and maybe that's when it all became too much.

It's just too sad that I had never hugged or kissed you before we said our good byes.

Now I bid you my final good bye. So long, old lover. Until our paths cross again, I'll see you then. Take care of yourself.