I sat there a few more minutes trying to figure out what to do I have completely ruled out the thought of getting rid of it, he gave me this along with his heart I tore that into pieces I couldn't possibly do anything to the ring that would make things worse, what if he asks me for it one day what am I supposed to say I threw it into the ocean like I did with the ring you gave me when you asked me to be your girlfriend? I put it back in the the small box and put it aside I didn't need this I should be focusing on building my home with Sami, our home what John and I had is in the past and I can't let our past disrupt my future with Sami.
Sami is the only man I've felt comfortable around since everything happened, because of him I am able to be out of that horrible hospital and live my life again, don't get me wrong the nurses were nice and they didn't force me to do anything I didn't want to do but they made it seem like I needed them and that I couldn't leave until they told me it was okay but Sami made me see that I could determine wether I was okay or not, I didn't need a doctor evaluating me I needed myself.
I began to open more boxes and do more things I even decided to get rid of somethings that I don't think I really need, I don't want my old cheer uniform the one from college of course I'll keep my high school one but since I finished school in Germany it didn't really make sense to keep the San Diego uniform, it's to funny how I always said that San Diego was where I would be graduating from and I ended up in Germany, goes to show that life never ends up the way you plan.
I was finishing up the last few boxes that needed to go up to our room but they were to heavy, I couldn't even lift them I began to think that maybe I could go over and ask John for help? I quickly shook that thought away and decided that maybe I'll just wait until Sami gets here. I was putting things into the donation box when there was a knock at the door I got up right away to see who it was knocking down some things down I didn't bother to check I just went to the door.
The person at the door was looking the other way so I couldn't really make out who it was when I opened the door and he finally turned I was really surprised to who I saw.
"Omg Joe." I said surprised.
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"Hey you." He said hugging me.
"What are you doing here?" I said as I let him in.
"I heard you were back in town so I wanted to see you, and see how you were you know the last time I saw you was in Germany." He said, yes Joe visited me once or twice while I was living in Germany to see how I was and he alway came as friend he told me that I needed to see John and talk to him he actually encouraged me to come back.
