You're The One❤️ ( Sequel To What I Never Saw)

Should I Just Get Rid Of It❣

(Chapter 24)

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Nikki's Pov

So it wasn't a lot of blood just like a drop or two but I just couldn't believe I had just done that, he said some hurtful things I know I messed up and I know that I hurt him but since when has John turned so vindictive I haven't tried to ruin his happiness since the moment I got here and he wants to ruin mine? Like I haven't already been through enough that now I have to endure more? I just looked at him and he looked at me I turned around and walked up stairs I just couldn't be in the same room as him if I did I could have broken down and from the point on I don't want to show anymore weakness to him or towards anyone that's what got me in this mess anyways it was me being insecure and afraid of everyone that made him look like the hero who came and showed me what I truly was but not anymore I don't need him anymore. I just wish my heart didn't scream for me to hug and kiss him every time I'm near him. John and I have a ton of history together, he has was my first love and I hoped with all my heart that he would be my last, I guess if things didn't work out the way I hoped they would then it just wasn't meant to be.

I just wish I could tell my heart that.

"Hey you okay?" I heard Brianna say at the door.

"Yeah after I washed off the blood from my gorgeous new ring I felt better." I said sighing and looking at my ring.

"Nicole I'm you're twin, now I know I haven't always been the best sister but I've tried and I know you're hurt, want to talk about it?" She said sitting on the bed I looked at her and I couldn't lie to her she knew me so well.

"I just wish I didn't love John the way I do, that's why it killed me to hear him say that, I know I fucked up but why would he try to make me sad." I said as a few tears escaped my face.

"I know Nicole, maybe he doesn't it because he still loves you too?" She said I gave her a weak laugh and turned around.

"What are we in kinder again where he thinks I'll fall in love with him because he pushes me out of a tree house." I said kind of smiling at the thought of those memories.

So many years of him being mean to me who would have know that he liked me? Oh yeah everyone except for me I feel like that's so cliché, seriously the boy loves the girl and the whole world knows except the girl hasn't that been over done.

"Nicole I'm not taking his side but you hurt him and until you explain everything that happened then you can't expect him to be happy that you're her without explanation with a new man and you can't expect him to just ignore that fact that you two were married and you had baby, who sadly passed away." She said as she came to side hug me. "Those are things we just can't forget." She said, I rolled my eyes not because I was annoyed or mad well in a way I was mad but at the fact that Brianna was right maybe if I had taken the time to talk to him he would know and understand me and maybe even be happy that I was able to find someone who made me happy and again and that I found someone who made me feel like me again.

I truly believe that if it wasn't for Sami I would still be in that hospital thinking about things that would never come true, maybe I would be back him but not being able to go out and face people.

"You know I hate it when you're right it's so unfair." I said as I turned to look at her.

"Yeah well no one said life was fair." She said.