It's Kinda Complicated

(15)

Bree

At lunch Leigh kept waving at me to come sit with them so gathered up my courage and walk towards that table I was very close to the table and I suddenly felt dizzy I stumbled a little and as I felt myself falling into a pair of arms I blacked out.

I woke up in an unfamiliar room it was white and filled with the smell of medicine I tried to sit up as I saw an iv fluid attached to my hand.

"You passed out in the middle of cafeteria, it seems you haven't eaten for a while"a nurse said well shit so much to stay sane

"I know I passed out so tell me when will this thing finish"I said showing her my hand

"It will take 10 more minutes but you need to eat, when was the last time you ate or drank something?"she asked

"Saturday night"I replied in a bored tone

"That's been more than a day! What did you eat last"she asked concerned

"I didn't eat I drank and before you ask what it was vodka now just get me off this thing"I replied this fucking sucks

"Well I knew about your underage drinking and that explains hypothermia which is why that boy couldn't take you to hospital--"

"What boy?"I cut her off

"Aden Parker he said he couldn't take you to hospital that night because you were drunk and if anyone knew you could be in trouble so he kept you warm the whole night I thought you knew" she replied a little worried

"And who else knows about this?" I asked glaring

"Ah..no one he asked me not to tell anyone that it was something between you two and no one needs to know"she answered scared

"Well keep in mind if anyone else knows you are in big trouble"I glared and ripped my iv and went towards the gym

"Where is he?"I asked Blake with anger

"Woah no need to pull out your fangs he said he is in alley...he did knew you would look for him so just don't eat anybody else before him"I replied chuckling

I stepped inside the alley he was there leaning on the the wall with a half burned cigarette between his middle and index fingers his knuckles busted and dark circles around his eyes as he took his cigarette to his lips and released the smoke he looked tired and.... Broken, I felt my anger melting and I slowly walked towards him and faced him as I replicate his posture

"Why did you leave?"I asked surprising myself and him

"Wha-- when?"he asked surprised

"Saturday night you kept me warm but why did you leave?" I asked now fully aware of what I want to know

"I don't know.. I guess I didn't want to get caught"he replied

"But you got caught anyway"I said smirking

"I did but don't regret it"he said now with his own devilish smirk

"Why the hell were you even there that night?"I asked curious his face softened

"I heard you and I couldn't resist" at this my face hardens I wasn't supposed to show him my weaknesses

"No one ever needs to know this understand" I told him glaring as I stood close to him his hand reached my face as he cupped my right cheek I raised my hand to his to stop him but his other hand held my waist close to him and now our faces were inches apart his cigarette now long turned into ashes on the ground as we stood in this position for what felt like ages he caressed my cheek with his thumb his eyes roaming on my lips then to my eyes which failed to show any emotion as cold as always

"No one will ever know I promise"he said in deep voice his eyes had something wired in them then he let go of me as I turned my back and walked away and he stood there with his hands in his pocket.

Aden

I saw her today just like before like she didn't breakdown last night or almost died the night before as she walked through the cafeteria her one hand holding her bag as the other swinging back and forth I saw her stumble as she just passed our table was she sick I thought as she stumbled again I quickly got up and held her before she could fall on the ground.

Now she was there right in front of me unconscious her skin so pale burning like sun her face was covered in makeup hiding all the demons she fought the other night, I look at her and I think how can someone be so strong and how much broken she is to hold this much ice in herself.

I stood up as she stirred a little and kissed her forehead lightly as I walked away from her again.

I am in the alley right now waiting for here cause I know the first thing she would do after knowing the truth about that night is find me so I told Blake to send her here.

She came and her questions caught me off guard but I answered her anyway then she warned me to not tell anyone standing so close to me that I just couldn't resist I held her close every inch and every fiber in my body begging me to kiss her but I couldn't because I know, because her eyes said it all they were emotionless those ice blue eyes ice cold as they stared right into mine how can I kiss her when I know she doesn't want this so I let go of her with the promise that I intend to keep that I will never let anyone know her weaknesses.

A/N late update but I am definitely going publish new chapter soon and maybe a new book too till then have fun living xoxo