Hatred, Love, and R5

Tell me what to do next?

~Casie's POV~
Last night was the first night in 3 months that me and Rocky had the time to have sex. When you have a 11 month old toddler, it makes it kind of hard. We are staying in the new house now and it makes taking care of Ryder a new challenge. I go get Ryder and walk downstairs to see Rocky in his boxers cooking bacon.
"Hey love, you're up early" I say yawning.
"I decided to make breakfast for all of us." He said as grease hits his chest. He yells. I put Ryder in his seat and walk over.
"Are you okay??" I say removing the towel he has gripped to his chest.
"Ouch! Don't touch it!" He whines.
"Babe let me help." I say grabbing the first aid kit. It looks like a first degree burn but nothing too extensive. I rub burn cream on it despite Rocky's protests and place a gauze pad over it.
"Go put a shirt on and I'll finish breakfast" I peck his lips as he walks away and goes to our bedroom. I cut up pancakes for Ryder who is obsessed with saying daddy when Rocky isn't in the room. I giggle and finish the bacon.
~Rocky's POV~
I put a black v neck on and notice in our drawer the blue Tiffany's box. I didn't put it there? Shit...she found it. I want to propose but I haven't had the chance with everything going on with the house and the tour schedules. I might propose next month on Ryder's birthday because that is a day special to both of us. I hide it in my guitar case and run back downstairs hearing Ryder saying Daddy over and over and Casie saying he's coming back honey.
~Alexis's POV~
It is so quiet without Rocky, Casie, and Ryder. They finally moved into their house and it is 45 minutes away which kind of sucks. I miss my little buddy who they let me babysit a lot. Anyhow, on the bright side me and Ryland have been together for 10 months and I couldn't be happier. I love him so much. We are currently cuddling and he is still asleep and I can't move. Let's just say he is not a morning person. I'm texting Casie right now until he decides to get up
*Author's Note*
Bold is Alexis. *
Hey girl, How's the new house?!

Pretty good, it's a lot of work without the extra hands. Lol.

I can only imagine. We all miss you and Ryder.

I wanted to come to rehearsal on Thursday but Ryder wasn't behaving and he was really ornery.

Awe that sucks. You should come to the rehearsal and the tour meeting today! 😃

I'll think about it. I have to see how everything goes today.

After I got this message Ryland woke up.

I'm hoping to see you! The beast just woke up so talk to you soon! Kiss Ryder for me!!

"Good morning beautiful " he says kissing my neck. I giggle and kiss him on the lips.

"About time you wake up, you have a tour meeting in a few hours."

"I know, but I like to sleep" he says getting up to put clothes on. All these boys sleep in their boxers except Mark because that would be weird.

"I talked to Casie and asked her to bring Ruder to rehearsal today!"

"No way!! I miss my buddy!! " he says excited.

"Yeah she said we will have to wait and see depending on how he acts today."

"He takes after his dad. He is an ornery little boy"

"Look who is talking about being ornery" I said smirking.

"Hey! I'm a good kid!"

"Sometimes. " I laugh as I walk downstairs as he follows preaching he is an angel and I'm laughing.

~Casie's POV~
"Hey babe, Alexis asked if Ryder and I could come to rehearsal and the meeting?"

"Probably not. It's kind of important"

"You never want us to go with you to rehearsal or even near you're family anymore" I say mumbling.

"What??"

"Nothing Rocky. Just go get your stuff together and leave"

" It is about our tour and you want to bring a screaming toddler to rehearsal?? That's just stupid."

"That screaming toddler is YOUR son"

"As if I don't know that but still"

"They miss him Rocky! They haven't saw him in like two months! He needs to see his family!"

"You're being ridiculous!"

"No you are not letting your family see your son. Well too bad because we are going today. End of discussion "

"Whatever Casie, but I'm leaving in a half an hour so just hurry up"

I pick Ryder up and take him to get dressed and cleaned up. He is wearing his black Jordan's with a red flannel and a pair of jeans and his hair is spiked. He loves his hair spiked. He is playing with his toys as I put on a gray long sleeved mid thigh dress with a pair of brown knee high boots and I curled my hair. I pack his bag and walk him downstairs to see Rocky looking hot. No I should be mad at him, but he looks so hot.

"Daddy!" Ryder runs and jumps on him.

"Hey buddy, ready to see your family?" I watch carefully.

"Huh?" I stop him and grab the keys to the Range Rover and walk out.

"Casie, I'm sorry you're right. He needs to see the family." He says putting Ryder I'm the car seat.

"It's fine Rocky. I just hate fighting with you.." I say applying my makeup.

"I love you babe. " he pecks my cheek.

"I love you too Rocky." I say looking at Ryder in the rearview looking out the window as Rocky drives down the dirt road that leads out to the main road.

~1 hour later~
We arrive at the studio and Ryder is having a fit and I'm trying to calm him down and it's not working. Rocky is frustrated and I'm currently outside with him.

"Ryder that is enough honey..please calm down." I say cooing at him.

"No!" He continues to scream. Shortly after Stormie comes out and picks him up and he instantly stops.

"Wow..I'm such a horrible mom"

"Honey that's not true..he is a toddler they're unpredictable."

"Ever since we left your house, I haven't been able to do anything right..me and Rocky are fighting and Ryder is fussier than ever..did we make the wrong choice?"

"Honey, you guys had to move out and become independent. Was it a little far away? Yes, but it's okay. We are always here for you." She says hugging me and we head inside to watch the rehearsal and in the back of my mind I'm thinking how do I fix everything going on.

Authors note!
Sorry it's been a while since I last updated! I am kinda suffering from writers block so any ideas or feedback would be greatly appreciated! Thank you!
~Casie~
P.S. Picture of Ryder on the side
Dedicated to AlexisRidges_R5lover