Hatred, Love, and R5

Pulse.

Casie's POV:

I am not in the best of moods lately. With the whole Rocky situation and being a single parent, I feel overwhelmed 24/7. I haven't talked to Rocky in about a week and I am hurting. I mean there is a part of me who just wants to forgive him, but I can't. He has really bad temper and I need him to get help. Jessie has moved out and canceled her engagement because I guess Riker and her just don't love each other as much as they though they did. So right now I am paying everything with little money I have.. Stormie and Mark want to take me in but I said I can't until this situation gets fixed. I mean I love Rocky to death but I can't go back until he changes. Alexis has been staying with me, but I can't expect her to stay here when her boyfriend isn't here. Right now I am feeding Ryder when there is a knock on the door. I put Ryder in his high chair and give him the bottle. He can hold it himself now! I go over to answer the door to see my landlord Jeff.

"Hey Jeff. What's u-" he cuts me off.

"Casie, you are extremely late on you rent...unless you have $650 right now, I have to serve you these eviction papers."

"But Jeff I thought we had worked out a deal?"

"I am sorry Casie, but I have to have an income and you not paying is making me late on my bills..I am sorry. You have 24 hours to move out." he said handing me the papers and walking away. I close the door and start to cry. What am I going to do?! I only have $300 and a baby to my name right now..

Rocky's POV:

I have had no contact with Casie since she left. I haven't seen Ryder since last week. It is truly killing me. My mom said that I should go to an anger management class and see a counselor. I am willing to do anything to get her back. I walk downstairs to see Ryland cooking breakfast for Alexis who has a smirk on her face. I laugh because he lost a bet to a girl. He glares at me and I steal a piece of toast. I am on my way to my anger management class when I see a guy at Casie's door. I see her face when he hands her some type of papers and I see tears start to stream down her face. I have decided I will stop after my class and hope everything will be okay.

~1 hour later~

I just left class and to be honest, it helped a lot. I pull up in Casie's driveway and I just have this weird feeling like something is really wrong. I run up to the door and I immediately hear Ryder crying and start banging on the door. No answer. I am freaking out and start to get really scared. I try to bust the door down by ramming into it. After about three times, the door comes open. I run over to Ryder and grab him and now I have to find Casie. I run up the stairs and I check the nursery. Not there. Bedroom. Nope. I lastly check the bathroom and I see Casie laying on the floor unconscious with a bottle of pills in her hand. I set Ryder down next to me and immediately call 911. I am freaking out trying to perform CPR. I finally get a pulse.

"Casie, please don't let go. Stay with me. I am getting better for you. I have started anger management and I am doing it all for you and Ryder. Please make it through this." As soon as I finished talking, the paramedics pushed me away and took her away. They said I couldn't go with them.. I got in my car and drive home and told everyone and we all piled in our van and left. Ryder wouldn't stop screaming. I know he knows something is wrong with his Mom. We arrive at the hospital and ask if she is okay and the nurse says the worst thing possible....

She's in surgery.