Warning:This will be a bit depressing
Rewind. Friday night. Never forget, yeah, how you let me go.
Stiles Stilinski was your boyfriend of 1 year. Until Malia came along. Stiles instantly fell in love with her. Leaving you alone. He soon broke up with you after a couple months.
No more lies, I'll be fine to where I'm headed. Probably should've known. And now you're gonna say pretty please forgive me.
Stiles lied to you about where he was going at night. He would say he was hanging out with Scott, but Scott was hanging out with Kira.
Once he broke up with you, things went down hill.
You're grades plummeted. You didn't care about your image at all. You were a complete wreck. So you decided to run away. You knew where you were going to go and it was perfectly safe.
But when Stiles came into your bedroom one night to ask for your forgiveness he found you packing you stuff. He suddenly blurted out reasons for you to stay, but none of them were good enough to you. Just like you weren't good enough for Stiles months ago. But now you magically were. And he begged you for forgiveness.
Fooled me once, told you twice you're gonna regret it. Now you're all alone, yeah.
You told Stiles that he was going to regret losing you, and you were 100% correct. He regretted everything and didn't forget to leave that out of his speech that he thought would win you back.
You were the person he could count on to lift up his spirits and help him prepare for a game. You were his rock, and one stupid girl came in and gave him pleasure for a couple months and he fell right in. He abandoned his motivation to do anything. He abandoned you.
Turns out that no one can replace me. I'm permanent, you can't erase me. I hope you remember me. One more kiss is all it takes. I'll leave you with a memory, and the aftertaste.
And abandoning you for a short term pleasure streak turned out to be the worst mistake of Stiles Stilinski's life. He realized no one could replace you. Not even Malia. And after he realized that, he felt so much regret. You never left his mind after that. Every memory you had together, burned in his brain. They kept him up at night. Made him want to fall asleep in the day so he could relive them in his dreams.
"I hope you remember me" You said right after he broke up with you.
You gave him a passionate kiss so he would seem what he's losing. So he would immediately take you back or beg you to take him back.
And you did leave a memory. He remembered that moment. And he deeply regretted it. He had the aftertaste of your lips occasionally, and it hurt like hell to not feel your lips on his.
Close your eyes, try to hide. Try to forget me, but I'm everywhere. I'm that smell on your sheets you will regret it, when you left me there.
Dreams are the only way Stiles can escape. But not for long as he's awoken by memories of you. And when he rolls over to try and go back to sleep, you're all he smells.
He sighs in defeat and let's a tear roll down his face as he remembers all the nights you slept over and all the times you woke up next to him. Those were the times that kept him going. You were what kept him going.
And now your gonna say pretty please forgive me. Yeah. Bet it hurts, it gets worse. Nobody said it would be fair, oh.
It was the third time that week Stiles begged for your forgiveness. And it was the third time that week that you denied it. You were done with him. He needed to learn his lesson. And he did.
"I bet it hurts" I said as he begged me.
Stiles nodded. He whimpered as you caressed his face.
"It gets worse" You smiled at him and then left.
Nobody said breaking someone's heart would be fair.
Now there's something in our way. 'Cause you threw it all to waste. Now your wonderin' if you can take back what you did that day, and it hurts 'cause.
If he would've broken up with you before he cheated on you or if he would've waited a few months to date Malia, you would've taken him back. But he threw it away before that. He threw away years for months. Or what he thought would go on for years.
And every time Stiles begged for forgiveness, he asked the same question.
"Can we just forget about that day" He would grab your hands and look into your eyes.
When you would let go of his hands and look away, tears brimmed in his eyes and his heart dropped a little more.
Turns out that no one can replace me. I'm permanent you can't erase me. I hope you remember me, one more kiss is all it takes. I'll leave you with a memory and the aftertaste. And the aftertaste.
And you proved to him that no one could replace you. You were permanent in his brain forever. He couldn't forget you, no matter what he did.
One day you decided that you were going to run away. And nothing was going to stop you, not like last time.
But just like last time, Stiles did stop you. You explained that nothing could change your mind.
"Stiles. I'm leaving for real now. I need to. And you're not going to change my mind" You sighed.
"I know. But please just- I need to know that you have forgiven me. I just need that closure" Stiles grabbed your hands again.
You sighed. You were having a mental war. Part of you wanted to just forgive him and jump into his arms. And the other wanted to slap him and storm out. You chose to do the right thing.
"I forgive you. But I am not coming back. Like I said. Nothing's going to change my mind" You explained.
Stiles smiled as he heard the words "I forgive you". He was partially completed now.
Stiles hugged you. "Thank you" He whispered in your ear.
You smiled. "Your welcome"
You released from the hug and kissed his cheek.
"I will always love you" You said and left.
Stiles smiled to himself and held the place where you kissed him.
Maybe you'll meet again one day and get back together again. Who knows.
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