Unreachable Love [Bad boy & the bad girl?]

Have to be strong right??

As the day ended I drove home in my beautiful car that is now back to normal. Its looking beautiful like always. I got many stares from girls and I got winks and a lot of compliments from boys. I mean I am in love with this look. I think it looks amazing. My red hair really suits me, I mean it really does represent my fiery strength and courage.

I made my way home and saw my brother home and my parents car was also in the drive way. They haven't really been part of our lives because their main focus is work. It always has been and it always will be. Im not going to lie I wish my mom would be home more so she could help me with my hair, or go shopping or things girls do. I know Kole misses them a lot too but he chooses to deny it. Im the exact same way.

I unlocked the front door and heard laughter. I made my way into the kitchen where I saw my mom sitting on a stool and dad was leaning on the counter with Kole beside him. As soon as I walked in they all turned to look at me. My mom's eyes widened as she saw me.

"Katherine Marie Kollins what have you done to your hair?" she said as she stared at me.

"I dyed it what else does it look like I did" I said as I walked over to the fridge and grabbed a dr.pepper,

"I think it looks great" said my dad as he came up to me and gave me a hug " Nice to see you kiddo".

I was my dad's little girl and he was always on my side. My mom got down from the stool and gave me a hug. Our relationship isn't so good, I mean she wants me to be a Barbie looking doll. That isn't who I am.

I went up to my room and grabbed my phone and dialed Nicole. I hadn't hung out with her and I need girl time. She was over in 10 minutes.

"Wassup?" I said as I saw her standing on the doorway.

"I still cant believe you dyed your hair....I mean it looks amazing I love it!!" she said as she jumped onto the bed. Almost knocking me over.

"I know did you see everyone's face when they saw me? priceless"

"Did you see the way Devin and Kevin were looking at you? I wish I was you.....you have the cutest boys at war trying to win you over.....talking about boys I heard something about you and Jake" she said as she gave me a evil grin.

"I really don't know what we are, I mean he Is so different from those losers.....he's perfect and I hate that I feel amazing with him" I replied.

"Just trust him Kat....I mean when are you going to find another guy like him, its a one in a lifetime baby" she said as she jumped and threw me off the bed.

"Youre right" I said. And I grabbed my phone from the side of the bed. I dialed his number and waited for him to pick up.

"Hello?"

"Meet me at the park now" I simply replied.

"Okay im on my way"

I hung up. I turned and looked at Nicole as she stared at me with a raised eyebrow.

"I have some things to get off my back" I said as I hugged her and left.

I got to the park and saw he was already there, I am not going to keep playing around when I have a good guy that wants to be with me. I have to settle things once and for all or im not going to ever move on.

I got out and made my way to the bench he was sitting on with his back to me. I sat down next to him and turned so we were now facing each other.

"Okay I don't want you to speak at all I want to just tell you what I got to say and not be interrupted or im going to end up killing you....Kevin I thought you were the perfect guy and I thought I was the luckiest girl in the world to have such an amazing guy by my side, Now I realize I was wrong ha I mean look where that brought me. I changed and became this girl that doesn't give a shit about no one or that stopped caring about her grades, school, love. I started to be that girl with the biggest ego because you said I wasn't pretty, so I thought I would prove you wrong. I changed and I had every guy at my feet. I would have fun with them and toss them. The same way you treated me. You really are the reason im this person now" I looked up at him and saw tears on his face." Im not here to forgive you because what you did takes more than a sorry and I just don't care to waste my time, I loved you so much I always told myself that if you ever hurt me I would forgive you...stupid me ha I know, but now I found Jake who wants to be with me, he isn't ashamed of me, he loves me for me, and he is thoughtful and loving".

"Kat I really didn't know how it was you felt.....im sorry I caused you all this pain, I know that it was wrong and you probably wont believe a word I say now but I really did love you...I still do Kat"

"You humiliated me, embarrassed me, accused me of things I didn't do, you bullied me and still have the guts to say you loved me? You really are full of surprises...Well I don't forgive you because I don't have any heart to forgive you"

I didn't hear what he said because I got up and drove off. I sped down the road and drove up to a Mcdonalds, I was in the mood for some French fries. I really needed someone to talk to and Jake was helping his dad, Nicole got grounded...I really don't know why...Carl was with his mom...that only left one person. The person at the bottom of my list.

Devin.