Unreachable Love [Bad boy & the bad girl?]

Moving on?

I need him. How am i supposed to be without him , i love him with all my heart!

But the pain in my heart was bigger. I couldnt believe he would do this to me. I trusted him with all i have , were having a baby and now i dont know what to do.

Correction i dont need him. I can take care of my baby on my own. I dont need a man in my life. Ill take care of it on my own.

Who are you trying to fool? We know you want him.

Shut up .

I was brought out of my thoughts when i heard the front door. I ran and went into Kole's room. He was in his chair doing the same thing i do when im mad. Eat!

i sat there and just stared at him.

"its okay sis" he said getting up and walking outside the door.

I went over to his desk and saw a notebook.

I wrote a note for Kole and one for Devin.

I put them on the bed and walked kut of the room, the boys were in the backyard so i went out the front. I called Nicole to pick me up. She was quick.

It hurt to walk because i was big. But i didnt wanna talk to Devin so i chose to leave. Call me a coward i dont care but i did whats best for my child.

"You ok?" Nicole asked as soon as i got into the car.

"No" i whispered. Because if i talked i would cry and there was no stopping if i started crying.

"So where exactly am i taking you?"

" Can i stay with you tonight?" I really needed to think where i was gonna stay and live so i could raise my baby.

" Of course" she smiled and drove off.

We talked about old times , and about how our lives have changed and how i went from a bad girl to this soon to be mom. You wouldnt know i was bad if it wasnt for the tattoos or the red hair. I was gonna leave that life behind me. I was going to be the best for my baby.

I had to be.

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Devin POV

I rushed home , i couldnt believe this was happening to me. I have it all , the best girlfriend who is the finest girl ever. Shes also my best friend, and the mother of my child. I cant lose all of that. Today was supposed to be a day to remember in a good way.

Why cant luck ever be on my side?

I finally pulled into the drive way and made my way inside. I didnt know where to find Kat , or what to say first. But before i could go upstairs Kole pulled me aside and took me to the backyard.

"What the fuck dude?" was the first thing he said.

"Its not what you think Kole i swear!" I dont know how to convince them but i had to try.

"You think im gonna believe that bullshit?" he said getting closer to my face.

"We all know shes a liar and has always been jealous of Kat and me together. So when i dumped her for Kat she kissed me but i pushed her off me. I swear "

" Even if that is true, Kat aint gonna believe that." he said running his hand through his hair.

"Where is she?"

"In-"

"Nevermind ill find her" i ran back inside and went upstairs. She wasnt in our rooms so i went to Kole's . She wasnt there but i saw 2 notes on the bed. One with my name on it and the other with Kole's name on it.