Unreachable Love [Bad boy & the bad girl?]

Confession Time? I think yes.

     I fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow, it has been an amazing yet crazy day. I was still very hurt that everything I heard about Jake was true. He was a dad and he was hiding it from everyone. And the school slut was the mother of his child. I kind of felt bad for them, I mean they became parents at a young age.

  When the alarm was buzzing in the morning I just rolled over and rubbed my eyes. I sat up on my elbows and found my phone, I had 2 text messages and they were both from Jake. I really cant believe he has the guts to come and try to talk to me. To me its more than clear that he doesn't need me in his life.

I got up and went to take a quick shower. I decided I would just scrunch my hair, with some gel and mousse then hairspray. I found some skinny jeans that are skin tight but stretchy at the same time. I also decided to wear a black shirt today. I put on my leather jacket and I did my make up. I decided to use my sun glasses. I went downstairs and no one was awake yet. I guess they were still sleeping. I went to find the keys but they weren't there.

I looked out of the window from the living room and saw that the car was gone but Devin's motorcycle was there.

Well that was my ride to school.

I looked and found the keys on the kitchen counter. I don't know how to ride one but I was about to figure it out.

I turned it on as it purred to life, I lifted the side handle that helps it stay up then I somehow managed to get it going. It was like riding a bike with no petals. If that makes any sense.

I made my way to the parking lot and I had eyes on me. I don't know if it was because they thought I was Devin or because I had his bike. I mean he doesn't have this red hair. I got off and managed to make my entrance.

As I was walking I saw Jake sitting in a table towards the back, he was looking at me but I chose to ignore him. I walked into the school, Devin was standing at my brother's locker, I walked up to them and gave my brother a hug then one to Devin.

"You're here early" I could hear the surprise in Devin's voice.

"I got a ride" I said as I waved his keys on my finger.

His eyes widened and he tried to get the key but I put them in my back pocket.

"I gotta go, ill see you guys later" Kole said as he walked away from us.

Devin pushed me against the lockers as he reached into my back pocket and grabbed his keys.

I stared at him as I never thought he would do something like that. With me I mean he should know better by now. I needed those keys because they were my only way home.

I put my hands on his neck and I placed my lips on his. I think he was shocked because he got really tense and then he hugged me and kissed me back. Once I knew I could I reached into his pocket and grabbed the keys then I walked away.

He stared at me with a confused expression, I smiled and walked into gym.

I cant believe I kissed him, It was a pretty amazing kiss. That's what worried me so much. I cant have feelings for him. I just cant, its pretty impossible.

Not really.

But I mean me Kat Kollins, our bad ass falling in love with the Bad boy?

Doesn't seem like a happy ever after story.

I cant be his princess for many reasons. I have red hair, I have tattoos, and im not perfect.

Gym went by fast once I was in 2nd it got a little weird. I mean I sit in front of Jake who keeps staring at me. He kept whispering my name but I would ignore him, and to make things even more weird I was partnered up with Kevin for our assignment. We had to do this project on a book. Romeo and Juliet.

We didn't have any awkward moments we actually talked like normal people. He was a pretty good person when it came to just talking and being friends. We spent the class laughing and talking about how people can be stupid and dorks.

Jake kept giving Kevin the death glare and he would puff out his cheeks whenever I laughed at something me said.

"I think Mr. Jealous keeps staring at you" Kevin said as he looked back and Jake was staring right at me.

"Well that's his problem"

"Im sorry about what happened between you guys"

"Its not your fault"

"True"

The bell rang and we got up, when I was about to leave Jake stood in front of me blocking my path.

"Move"

"Not until you hear what I gotta say"

"No Jake im done with you and talking, or listening to what you have to say"

"Please Kat let me explain"

"No Jake, I don't believe anything you have to tell me"

He got closer to me and that only made me step back " I just need 5 minutes and then you can ignore me forever if you want"

'Hurry up"

"Ok I didn't cheat on you with Alice, she is my baby momma and well we dated in the past. I have a 2 year old daughter with her, I only talk to Alice because I want to be a part of my daughter's life. I really would love to raise my daughter because she isn't good at that, She came onto me that night because she is jealous of you. She said something about you always stealing whats hers"

"Yeah she mentioned that a couple times but that doesn't explain why you both broke into my house and attacked me"

"Actually you ended up attacking us, but that was her idea on getting back at you. I only agreed because you dumped me and I was mad."

"Great. I hope you have a great life and raise your daughter to be nothing like her mother."

I pushed him out of the way and made my way to 3rd where Kole was waiting for me outside. I walked inside with him, and sat down next to my brother. I did feel bad for what I told Jake but I was just mad. He hurt me and he expects me to feel bad for him.

I wasn't going to feel bad for him no matter for what he did. He is in this life because of his choices.

Im just a little relieved that he was honest and confessed this to me.