[Namjoon]
We left McDonald's and I couldn't help a smile from forming on my face. "We're a thing now, right?" Jin asked. I hummed in response and saw him blush.
Even though we had confessed our feelings for each other a while back, my heart still fluttered at the thought of him being mine. I stopped suddenly, pulling him back a bit.
"Are you okay?" He sounded worried and I smiled wider, knowing that I finally had someone. I pulled him into a tight hug and he was quick to respond. "Namjoon?"
"I'm fine." I said, kissing his shoulder. I was fully aware that we were blocking the pathway and would irritate anyone who would come that way. But at that moment, I didn't care because I was holding the best person in the world in my arms.
"Jin. I-I..."
He pulled away and gave me a questioning look. I just couldn't find the words, scared they would sound too meaningless.
I love you.
Instead I leant in and connected our lips. The feeling of warmth and love spreading through me, making my heart explode with emotions. But everything suddenly went black. I was screaming as I felt myself falling.
But then, I woke up.
I jolted out of bed, seeing that Jin still wasn't by my side. I screamed and pulled at my hair, tears instantly falling from my eyes. I hated that every time I slept I would be reminded of the beautiful memory that brought me so much pain.
My only wish was that I would one day wake up in his arms again, him telling that he loves me and me replying. I fell to my knees, ignoring the pain that I felt from the fall.
He was still gone, and I knew he would never be able to come back. Now he was in a better place. But at that thought, I couldn't help but feel bitter towards him. How could he leave me alone in this cruel world? My emotions were messed up and I couldn't do anything other than cry.
My whole life was tough, but I never regretted a moment of it. After Jin came into my life, everything began to brighten up, but my joy came with the worst price imaginable.
Jim died and I was left with nothing but regret, regret of something I never had the courage to say, something I now scream to the world with the pain of knowing that he never knew.
I love you, Jin.
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the end.
Okay, so I know this ending is probably really aggravating and annoying, especially as this was a v fluffy book.
It was also pretty short to, so sorry for that:((
But sadly, this is the end of Noise; Namjin.
I hope to write more in the future. I have more Namjin story lines in mind so I shall update you when it is going to be published:))))
ANYYYYYYWAYYYYYY
I would like to thank all of you who took your time to read, vote and comment on this story as it means a lot to me. I never thought this book would turn out to be popular so thank you.
I must say goodbye now but I really don't want to becAUSE I'M GOING TO MISS YOU GUYS AND THIS BOOK
RIP MY LIFE
- Erica:))
(also, if you have any ships you would like me to do, then request them here)
