Les-B-Honest

My Parents House

Kelly's POV *Nine Months*

I sat in Temp's Rain Rover quietly waiting for her to finish locking up the house. We were going to Temper's annual family reunion. I haven't missed one and neither has she. She always takes me been taking me since she was a teenagers. The difference now is I'm nine months pregnant and we are together. Nothing anyone didn't see coming.

It wasn't often that Temper saw her parents. It's not that they had an issue with the homosexual thing. More of her wanting to be a rapper. Temp comes from the opposite side of the spectrum then me. Her mother is a doctor and her father's a Judge. So you can see she always had the dough. After she told her parents that she fell in love with music they were kind of iffy. Hell I was even more upset. She had a future, a real future. But they loved her and supported her through. So I did too. It's a shame she doesn't see them as often as you would think considering they only live four hours away.

I was snapped out of my dead daze by Temper popping the door open. "Alright everything is locked up and ready to go. " She got in putting on her seat belt. "Ready to go?" She smiled a bit. I didn't answer. Not really ignoring her but paying the question no mind. Her smile diapered slowly. T grabbed my hand holding it. She leaned over pecking my cheeking. "You know I love you?" T looked over to me. "Yeah" I said softly. She let out a sigh backing out.

I've been a lot quieter lately then I already am. I feel stuck in a sense. A couple days after T came back she took me home. Of course Temper being the wonderful woman she is, she wanted to talk about what happened. It basically ended in another argument. T gave me an ultimatum. Either you get help or when my child is born. I'm leaving and I'm taking my daughter with me.

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"Why can't you just believe me!?" I sobbed shouting at her. "GOD DAMN IT KELENDIRA!" T yelled making me jump back. She had never raised her voice at me like that before. She calmed herself a bit. "It does not make any sense. Are you listening to yourself?" Temper looked at me puzzled. I just wiped my eyes saying nothing. I knew how I sounded, insane. "Kelly you are in denial about what happened. And if your going to be like this then..." T stopped specking for a second. "Then what?" I crossed my arms. "Then I don't know if I can stay in this relationship." She said bluntly. "I love you, so much. And I want this. I want us. But if this is what you have to offer then, I don't know." She rubbed her face. "So that's it? We hit a bump in the road and you just quit?" I shook my head. "I'm not quitting but I have to know when to step back." Temp motioned forward. "What about the baby? You stepping back from her to?" She looked at me like I had two heads. "You actually thought I was leaving our child with you? After you tried -" I cut her off. "Don't you even." I dared her. It was silence between us.

Is this is how it ends? Me and T. I didn't take any drugs. I know that. But no other evidence pointing in other directions has been presented. So I was left in this mess.

I bit my bottom lip taking a seat. I tried not to cry some more but it was a fail. She crouched down grabbing my wrist. "Hey... I didn't mean it like that. I just need you to be honest with me." I looked down still crying. "I'm not... crazy." I tried to speck through the tears. "I know you aren't. And I do believe that you wouldn't hurt our baby on purpose." She wiped my tears. "If you get some help-" "Help? You do think I'm crazy." I started to cry again. "No no no no! I don't. Look at me." Temp lifted my chin towards her. "Think of it as a personal diary. To tell them all the thing you can't tell me." Well when she put it that way. Makes me feel less psychotic. "I love you okay?" Temper rubbed my stomach. "I love you both."
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That was a month ago. And since then I've been going to a therapist twice a month. Tell him what's going on. How I feel about certain things and leave. Temper has been a lot more gentle with her words. Treating me somewhat like a human being.

"What you thinking about?" She said rubbing my thigh. "Nothing." I uttered shortly. "Kelly. Its okay to talk to me." I shook my head not going for it. "Kelly I did one thing. Now you can't even talk to me anymore." And then she set me off. "You're right I can't have a conversation with you. Because you hurt me. Bad." I took I breath rubbing my tummy. I felt a slight pain in my uterus.

My stress was to high right now. And that's extremely risky at this point. I'm nine months and it can send me into an early labor. And if my body it is not ready meaning I'm not dilated. It can and will kill me and the baby. So I'm trying to dial back on stress but Temper is not making this any better.

"What's that supposed to mean?" She grabbed the steering wheel lightly. "It means I don't trust you." I shook my head bit. Temper sat in amazement. Guess she wasn't expecting me to tell her the truth. "Wow. Well can I know why?" T tried not keep her cool. I gave her a sarcastic grin. "I'm not going back and forth with you right now. I think you know why?" I rolled my eyes looking out of the window. "I knew it! When are you going to let it go? Kelly it happened. You just want me to ignore everything and believe you?" A single tear fell down my face. "Yes... Because that's what you do for the person you love. You look at the other ways. For another way." My voice cracked a bit. "Kelly there are no other ways." Temp said softer. "Well find one." I turned looking out of the window. I noticed we might have been driving into bad weather. "Baby you know me better then anyone. I've got never had a suicidal thought in my life. I would never hurt our child. You should know that. But of you don't and you believe that I would do those things. Then maybe you don't know me."

T stayed silent. What else should she say. The fact the she didn't believe me hurt. Your supposed to go to great lengths for your lover. And she didn't. It just showed me where our relationship and a team was.

Another jolt of pain went from my stomach to my uterus. I leaned back in my seat shutting my eyes. Maybe some sleep will help.

Three hours later...

I grunted I pain. I tossed a bit. Sitting up I woke in a cold sweat. I had goose bumps up everywhere. A deep deep pain in my stomach ran down my legs. "Ah shi- mmm." I groaned. "Baby you okay?" Temp keep glancing over at me as she drove. "My ugh-stomach." I squeezed my eyes shut for a bit. "My mama told me this would happen." I looked over at her puzzled. Switching lanes she pulled over on the side of the road. "W-w-what would happen?... Wait you talk to your mother?" I became even more confused. "Yeah I called to tell her I had a baby on the way. She asked me who was the lucky guy." She said laughing. I smiled through the pain. "I told her you were pregnant and she lost it. She was excited as hell." I upped an eyebrow. "S-so she knows about us?" I asked gripping the arms rest. She nodded her head rubbing my stomach. "Yeah she told he you would be having braxton hicks contractions." I let out a whimper leaning my head on the side of the window. "Well tell braxton to chill the fuck out." Temp laughed grabbing my hand. "Just breath." She expressed rubbing my stomach in circles. I took a breath squeezing her hand. Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe in. Breathe out.

The pain subsided as I caught my breath. I suddenly frowned my eyebrows. "What's wrong?" Temp looked concerned. "Unlock the door." I quickly unbuckled my seatbelt. "What, why?" She questioned. I started to gag. "T-pl-uhh please." She unlocked the door quickly. Hoping out I held my belly. My breakfast poured out onto the grass. The rain hit the back of my sweater soaking it a bit. I took a deep breath before I threw up again. Suddenly the water drenching my clothing stopped. My fluffy curls were moved out of my face. Temper was holding an umbrella and my hair up. I looked back at her little grin. "I got you." She said assuringly. She was so cute. Then I threw up again. Oh girl.

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So, Temper doing the right thing or she treating Kelly wrong?

Should she be so harsh with Kelly?

What will Temper's family think of this?

Kelly's about to pop any second!

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