It hurts sometimes,
I believe I've moved on.
I can finally breathe,
But I've had a phenomenon.
This isn't easy,
It's like a nightmare.
Why won't it go away,
Leave me with my shaved hair.
I've moved on,
I know it's true.
He's perfect,
And better than you.
Why does it still replay,
It goes on and on in my mind.
Please let me be,
I want to leave it all behind.
The cuts don't help,
It haunts me in the dark.
My demons are hungry,
They always make smart remarks.
The tears I've cried,
By night they flow.
It's like a river,
And they always glow.
I'm happier...
I try to be...
Nobody see's...
But I try to be me...
The flowers were beautiful,
The way they grew in the yard.
The train tracks?
I remember how you were my bodyguard.
Last night I had a dream,
I have no idea why.
You were in it,
And we were high.
My nightmares and dreams,
You always haunt.
Why must you be so despicable,
You sit there and you taunt.
I'm trying my best,
I've worked so hard.
I've gotten so far,
But you left me marred.
The thoughts return,
Why'd he take the blade?
It hurts,
I'm afraid.
I must assume,
My life isn't over yet.
These just happen to be,
Memories from my cassette.
