Addict

The pros and cons

The music was loud. It wasn't exactly my cup of tea but it was music. That being said I tried to enjoy it.

The tattooed guy from yesterday approached.
"Logan buddy thank you for coming oh introduce me to your girl." He shouted over the music "I can introduce myself and I'm Florence and I'm not his girl." I replied. I felt Logan grab my elbow. I looked back at him to see him slightly shake his head. " We have a feisty one here." He smirked as he winked at me. "Look man we are gonna get some drinks talk to you in a while." Logan said sternly.

He walked me over to the bar and ordered two glasses of fanta. "Listen watch what you say around Levi." Logan informed me sounding almost sober. "What? why?" I asked taking my glass of fanta. "He's not the kinda guy you want to 'fool around with'." I scoffed. " Do I really look like that kinda girl." I said rolling my eyes. "You don't have to be." He said finishing his fanta.

There was a change in the music that made Logan hop of his chair. "Flo this is my song." He said offering me his hand. I looked down at it then back at him.
Even though his eyes were not properly lit I could still see the emptiness in them. He put on a large fake smile. "You have to." I hesitantly took his hand as I set my glass down at the bar and he pulled me on to the dance floor.

We danced and danced for a couple more songs. I've never seen Logan dance before but he honestly looked like a big dope. He waved his arms like crazy and bent his knees as if he was taking a shit with out sitting on the toilet seat. He looked like a totally dip shit but he looked happy and that made me feel over the moon.

Logan decided to go sit with Cameron and some other dudes as I went to use the restroom. I went in and saw only one cubicle was occupied although there where two people entering it. One of them being Levi. He grossly winked at me as he pushed the girl into the cubicle. As I turned to leave I heard Levi sing happy birthday to himself as the girl chuckled loudly. I left and headed back to where Logan was sitting.

He was now fully sober and could stand without a single wobble. When he saw me approach he scooted over in the booth to allow room for me to sit. " That was quick." Logan said raising his eyebrows. " I bumped into the birthday boy and his lady-friend in the cubicle and thought I can wait till I get home." Cameron's green haired boyfriend spoke up "Oh my, the poor girl doesn't realise she'll have to go to the clinic first thing in the morning." everyone at the table nodded in agreement.

Hate to be him. yikes.

The night was quite good I could tell Logan had fun too at the end of the night we both got dropped off to our houses. We watched the car race down the road.

"You know I both love and hate living right next door to you." Logan finally said when the car was out of sight.
"What makes you say that?" I asked while turning to look at him. He continued to look at the road.

"The pros are, well, isn't it fucking obvious. You're my special little heroine always there when I need you and I get to see your beautiful face so often which that alone is the best thing in the world but the con. I don't get to walk you home to your doorstep and we have an awkward 'I guess I should go' then when I instantly grow balls I would kiss you under the moonlight as we both blush then you pull yourself into your house, I do a little victory dance when I think your gone and yeah that's the con."

I gazed at him as my vision got blurry. His head turned to me when suddenly a surprised look spread across his face.

"Are you gonna cry?!!!" He shouted. my hands flew up to my eyes in an unsuccessful effort of hiding them. "No! I just have allergies!" I screamed while Logan began laughing really hard. "Shut up its not funny!" I said punching his arm while still trying to cover my face with my other arm.

He pulled me by the waist and smiled looking down at me. " Am I really that cute?" He asked smirking at my crimson cheeks. " No what you said was cute." I said looking down to see that my body was pressed up against his. "Yeah but you like me?" He said pulling my chin up so my eyes matched his gaze. "You liked me first, mr I wanna kiss you in the moonlight." I mumbled. He bent down and gently and softly kissed my lips. I felt myself melt in his arms as my hands clutched his shirt. His kiss although soft didn't lack passion. Butterflies raged in my stomach.

I felt Logan smile followed by the sound of his laughter. I looked up at him. "What's so funny now?" I asked smiling uncontrollably. "Well it's just, have I ever told you that your gorgeous." He chuckled quietly."I don't recall." I said sarcastically. "Well Flo you are so fucking gorgeous." He went in for another kiss when I stopped him. "ah-ah it's victory dance time." I said stepping back from him."Only when you're not here." He laughed as he waved goodbye.

I couldn't stop smiling as I entered the house. I knew I looked like a big idiot but I didn't care. I heard mumbling coming from the sitting room. I slowly approached trying to listen. "I just want her to forgive and understand I have regretted nothing more then Gwen's death." Mom spoke in a hushed tone. "Well my job is to help her as much as I can Mrs.Russell." A man with an Irish accent spoke. I walked into the sitting room to see what was going on. The Irish man despite his deep thick Dublin accent looked a lot younger then I expected and had Blue eyes with black hair. The man stood up a did my mother revealing he was so tall. He stood at maybe 6"4. Well I'm over exaggerating but he did look very tall.

"Florence isn't it?" The man said extending his arm. I felt intimidated by his large stature so I shook his hand hesitantly. "This is Dr.O'Carroll he's going to help you for a while."

What? a doctor? For what? I don't fucking need help.

" I'm sorry miss but if you wouldn't mind giving myself and Florence some space." He smiled politely to my mum as she scurried away.

What the fuck was happening?