bullied by calum hood

chapter three

chapter three » bullied by calum hood

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pagie's pov;

"ahh hi..." i say as loud as I can but im scared so im kinda having trouble talking.

"hi." he says looking pissed.

my dad finally breaks the silents "so you guys go to school together, yes?." we both nod our heads without a word.

"okay then, paige take calum into your room." i just stare at my dad trying to give mind messages, that failed completely.

i walk towards my room with calum behind me, his texting someone i can hear the typing, for someone who doesn't listen all the time I hear things well (if that makes sense)

"sit wherever you want." I mumble, he just rolls his eyes and sits at the end of my bed.

"so-" I start. "no just shut the fuck up and don't talk to me, I definitely wanted to kill myself when I knew you were gonna be here." i feel heartless for some reason, it doesn't hurt anymore. im numb.

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"okay because im bored as fuck we might as well talk." calum says out of nowhere making me jump.

"talk about what?"

"Idk.. ill probably be coming around more often with my dad which sucks so um interests." he says putting his phone in his jeans pocket.

i don't want calum knowing stuff about me because i know he'll find a way to put it against me.

"a- ah i need to ask my dad, ill be back." and as soon as i left my room i regretted it.

what if he goes though your stuff, and sees the my little pony pictures on it. (a/n sounds like my computer)

'i think she's ruined enough.'

'no way, when she's broken complete and has nothing left then our job is done.'

"just shut up." i say angrily storming into my room, as soon as i enter my room i just see calum on his phone.

"did you think i was gonna look through your shit?" he says still staring at his phone, i don't say anything just sit down in my desk chair and grab out my computer.

i flick through tumblr and youtube for like 5 minutes, i close my laptop. as i look up i realise calums looking at me. when we made eye contact he looked down at his phone.

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finally after three long hours they left, as glad as i am i kinda miss the company. yeah we weren't even talking but i enjoyed someone being in the room with me.

we had pizza for dinner but i just passed not wanting to eat in front of calum because he would just call me fat at school, well more than he usual dose.

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"do you want pizza now?" my dad asked sitting onto my bed as i close my laptop.

"no thanks, im not hungry."

"you've been eating less, why is that?" he had a worried look in his eyes. "I don't know honestly, i just really haven't been hungry." i say half honestly.

"okay well im gonna be an early bird and sleep now, goodnight love you." he says giving me a kiss on the forehead.

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i didn't stay up that long after my dad said goodnight, i didn't want to overthink. that's one thing i hate doing but can't help.

i woke up at 6:00am, i don't know why but i wasn't happy about it. I tried going back to sleep but couldn't.

it's silent in my room for about an hour then i hear my phone buzz, it was weird tho because i don't get notifications off my phone unless it's my mum or dad.

i pick up my phone seeing a message (obviously) but it's from a random number that's not in my contacts.

0402 *** ***: if i were you i wouldn't come to school on monday.

i know it's from someone from school because that's also the only people who message me but i got most numbers in my phone in as 'assholes' or 'dickheads'

i don't even bother, kinda ignoring it but maybe i won't go to school just to keep it safe. i turn my phone off and slid it under my pillow.

i somehow drifted off to sleep at 8;30am (my dad was still sleeping).

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im so sorry for the shitty update + it took forever.

i was on major writers block, but then again when aren't i. im starting to read more books on wattpad and  in general again so maybe i might get some ideas and it will help me write this story.

im not sure when ill update but ill write for 1-2 hours a day or more so maybe ill end up updating each week. <3

love you guys — izzy x