One Last Time

14- Confused

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" can i join you on your dinner?" paawa effect kong sabi. .I even used all my pacutes to her, at sa tingin ko naman bibigay na

Ngumiti ito at hinaplos ang pisngi ko
"Nope .. its my me time with friends , sa susunod na ha" she said saka ngumiti ng matamis . And who am i to say no to this woman infront of me

I sighed
" Ok . .pero ill fetch you after your dinner, you will stay here tonight"

Sasagot pa sana ito pero di ko na hinyaan , i pressed my lips on her sabay sabing
" And that's final" ani ko

She just rolled her eyes on me, and i chuckled sa gesture nito . This woman simply amazes me in every thing she does .

Kung sana iba na lang ang pamilya nito . Kung sana .....

" ok fine..you win this time mister, pero still you will wait till i text you bago mo ako sunduin ha"

" yes kamahalan"

Saka ito tumitig sa akin . . I could see hesitations on her eyes

" Matt . . why?" nabigla ako sa tanong nito

" Why , what?" tanong ko

" why are you in a hurry to marry me? does your mom knew about this? kasi ako, i know i love you, i know i want to be with you but im scared . . . and i dont know why i am scared?" nagbaba ito ng tingin nang matapos nitong sabihin ang mga iyon . I felt a pang in my heart upon seeing how scared she is . I felt something . I felt awful on the thought of me hurting this woman in front of me.

Humugot ako ng malalim na hininga at hinawakan ko ang baba nito para magpantay ang aming mga mata

" Sarah, i want you to believe me when i say i love you . Please hold on that, i love you and i couldnt wait for you to be my wife. Im in a hurry - Yes, i am indeed in a hurry dahil ayoko ng may ibang lalaki pa ang pumasok sa buhay mo. Im greedy when it comes to you, im not going to risk any hour just to let anyone comes in to your life. I know im selfish for wanting too much from you. And i am sorry for that."

She then cupped my face, i looked straight to her eyes, i saw fear but that blew away when i saw her smile afterwards . Nakangiti itong pinipisil pisil ang pisngi ko, saka muling nagsalita na ikinagulat ko

" So when are we getting married?"

Agad akong sumagot
" Bukas na!! ..oh God, I love you so much Sarah!!" bigla ko itong kinabig pero agad din itong bumitaw

" wa-wait . . anong bukas na??Matteo!!!"

" civil wedding muna .. Then , church wedding na. Ayoko lang naman na malugi ka kasi diba we've doing it so many times now, tsaka gagawa pa tayo ng baby ngay-

" Matteo!! ang bibig mo, grabe ka!!!" pulang pula na talaga ito

pero nagpatuloy pa din ako sa pagsasalita
" so that every time you scream my name , and moaned loudly , its legal na"

" Matteo!!!! aiiisssttt .." at bigla itong tumayo at naglakad palayo sa akin .Tawa naman ako ng tawa sa reaksyon nito

" aray!!!" napahawak ako sa mukha ko ng sapul na sapol ang throw pillow sa mukha ko .

" Tss . .tumakbo ka na Sarah, dahil paparusahan kita . .Now i will let you hear yourself in so much ecstasy and mamamaos ka sa kakasigaw ng pangalan ko!!!" at agas nga itong tumakbo papasok ng kwarto , mabilis din akong tumakbo papunta dito pero 'Blag',