there really isn't a lot of things for me to tell you, I just want to tell you that I'm sorry.
i miss you so much, i thought it was going to be easy but it's really not. it hit me hard, i miss you and all the things we used to do. All those late nights we stayed up talking about our dreams, not one of us wanted to sleep because no dream could be better than that moment.
How we said,"Hello." to each other without ever opening your mouth. I'm not going to sit here and say that I don't miss your hands greeting mine after a long day, I'm not going to say that I don't miss the way your lips gently carved a smile on my lips.
I won't deny it, I miss you, the fact that every little thing that I do, I want to tell you. I bought 2 bags of candies yesterday, they're my favorite kind of candy. i wanted to tell you so bad!
you know I honestly dislike rollercoaster.
i can literally get on the world's fastest rollercoaster, it can go anywhere, from China to California, it can do a 360 spin and come back down like a rocket that's gonna hit earth. it can go from the Bahamas to Bora Bora.
as i ride the rollercoaster, i will have tears in my eyes. Not because of the ride, but because you said to me that no matter how long the ride, the pace it went be it slower than a sloth or as fast as anything we could ever imagine, we will ride it together, by each others side.
As my eyes began to water with the tears, when i saw the seat next to me. i could barely see the people and their faces as they look me and think,"she's probably enjoying the ride so much."
how can I ? My best friend isn't here to sit alongside me.
