"Hello", i think to myself as i try to gather up the courage to speak to you
this feeling will not come easy, i am feeling kind of blue, you see me but i do not see you.
looking at the window that i drew myself in the jail cell that you built for me is far more easier than looking at you.
i see a smile that lights up the whole world, i see eyes that can color the sky beautiful shades of orange and red as you set my life on fire.
i see the hands that carry you and cradle you as they are holding their entire world in their arms.
i feel the hits that are not meant to be yours, it was not your fault that mommy died, it was not your fault that mommy gave you her life.
remember little one, it is not your fault that dad could not raise us both.
i see his prints on your tiny little arms and your cries only remind him of mommy so he silenced you.
i heard the sirens come for us, but they came to late, they took me away and your face is covered i cannot see you.
i know you can see me now until the very end.
