First, let me start off by saying; please read this.
Second, thank you for continuing to read this, it really means a lot to me. Third, I know what I did was wrong, and you probably won't forgive for that. To be honest, i can't forgive myself for hurting the person who really cared about me. i hope you're still reading this because I'm losing feeling in my fingers because I'm really scared to say one wrong word and fuck everything up.
There's honestly no way that i can expect you to take me back, and i honestly can't believe it took me this long to say this to you, this shouldn't even be happening honestly, but because i was a dumb-ass for hurting you, here i am telling you; i am so sorry, i hope you can forgive me one day, i miss you, i miss our friendship and i cant even begin to explain how much i've been going through, i felt so alone and depressed, i know that isn't an explanation to the pain that i caused you, im slowly building myself up again.
if you read all of this, thank you i know you don't want to even look at me. i don't blame you. I'm sorry, I'm sorry i caused you pain, i'm sorry i dropped you like nothing. i'm sorry i caused you so much pain, i know i said that already but i feel like i need to say it again. I'm sorry.
