Kik // larry ~ complete

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2 months later.

"Louis?" I look next to me.

"Are you listening? I asked you if you want to go study with me." Ian asks. You probably think: who is Ian? He is a friend of me, He is like me gay and Because of that I can talk to him easly, I have the feeling that he is the only one here who really understands me.

"No.. I have to call my mom.. The have been calling me for days but i have ignore her All the time." I tell Ian and we start laughing.

"Okay fine. Can we meet up later? Maybe we can drink somewhere?" Ian his voice sounds nerves what makes me smile.

"Yes, I would love to." I tell him.

I stop walking when i pass my room. Its not only mine, I share it with a girl, Her name is Elizabeth. She is a really Nice girl, She was also my first friend at this campus.

"I see you later." Are my last words before i walk into the room who is like always empty without someone.

I left my phone expres here in the room, Not Because my mom is calling me a lot but Harry. The last day of school were weird and it makes me feel sad when I think back About it.

When i pick up my phone I see the Messages Harry send to me.

Harry: Louis?

Harry: Iknow that we didn't talk in a while..

Harry: i miss you so much. School is going horrible, i only can think About you.

Harry: I had to fight for you, for us.

Harry: you didn't even hear my part of the story!

Louis: you should stop Texting me.

Louis: i'm so done with you.

Harry: you read my Messages!!

Louis: How could i not see 1000 texts?

Harry: hahaha :$

Harry: i miss you so much Louis.

Louis: you used me.

Louis: I would like to talk with you for longer, but my friends are here and we are going outside, Bye.

Iknow that i'm lying. But i can't talk to him, he used me. He never did love me.

3 months ago

Harry wanted to talk with me, Why?
To let me know How stupid i was to trust him? That i fall in love with him?

My legs feel heavy with Every step i take.

"So you're planning a suprise for that one person by prom but you don't want to say for who of what?" I hear Zayn his voice, But I have no idea where its from.

"Yes, That's true." Now i hear Harry his voice to.

When i look around i see Harry and Zayn sitting in front Of me on a park bench.

"It's for that Louis Guy, isn't it?" Ask Zayn and i hear the annoying in his voice.

Harry starts smiling, What let me forget almost All the bad things. Maybe he loves me more than he said.

"You know me to well." Harry said.

"But it isn't what you think it is." Harry his voice sounds so different than when he talks to me. What does he mean with these words?

Zayn start to laugh, What saids enough.

"He is so crazy About me, I text me the whole day, It dryves me crazy. Like doesn't he have other friends? Ofcourse he hasn't did you see How he looks." Harry laugh About his own words.

I want to scream, To tell him that i'm here. That i did hear Every word, That he is sick but i also want to run Away, But my body can't move.

"You're so devil. But what is your plan?" Zayn ask and I can see a smile on his face.

There is no sound for an moment but then Harry start to talk again.

"First i go to him, Make his weirdo parents and him happy to make pictures and then we are going to prom, Then i tell him that he is worthless and that he can't dance.. Maybe i should Kiss someone in front of him.. He Will be heart broken that poor Guy." Harry voice sounds so dark, It feels like dying, It hurts, It hurts so much, My head beats like a silly. I didn't ever think that he could hurt me more, But he did it. He ruïned me.

"Or you just.." Zayn stops talking when his eyes Find mine and it takes less than a second Untill Harry also is looking at me.

His face looks surprised en shocked, Ofcourse, I ruïned his plan.

"Shit." Harry stands up and Walks towards me.

"I didn't mean it, You know i didn't mean it. I can explain it, Please." Harry says but i laugh, I laugh hard and real.

"I waist my time About your bull shit. I loved you like no one else Will ever do again, I listened to you like no one else Will ever do again, And i was there for you like no one else Will ever do. And now you think: i dont care, But Harry trust me, You Will miss me, Maybe not now, Not in five years, But you Will see me in ten years and I Will have a men and i Will have adopted kids, I Will be happy and have a house and work. You Will be alone and you Will that: what did I let go."

The flashbacks are coming back Every day. After what i said I did walk alway, Harry didn't say a word, He was deathly pale, But i didn't blocked him, Maybe to show him that im stronger than he things.

I also did go to prom, nobody expected that. Prom was one day after Harry left me in the cold. First i didn't want to go but then i thought; Why not?

Harry was standing in front of my house, He was wearing a suit and he was holding flowers.

It made me so mad, I thought: Why is he still playing with me? Is it stil not enough?

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Again an update!! The atory ends almost and LOUIS SLAY who did expect this?