Cloud's POV
The day Joaquin finally confessed to me was one of the most happiest days of my life.
But I know I am selfish to reject him..... but is it a bad thing to protect the one person you love the most ('besides your parents') from the judgemental eyes of the world?
Was it a bad thing that I prioritized Joaquin's happiness rather than mine? Some of you might think that I am his happiness, then you might be right.
But that is not the best solution I have thought..... when you think of it...... Joaquin is still a man, and he will still look for women.... eventually he will want to have his own family..... and I don't want to sound bitter but, nothing really lasts forever.... only a lifetime....
Love is just a series of chemical chain reaction happening inside your brain..... GANERN!!
But really....I don't want to keep him away from the things that would make him.happy in the future..... and when you think of it, we are not really sure if this will work out between the both of us.... what if one day he realized he doesn't love me anymore?
I can't handle that..... what if he is just confused because when you actually see me you will also think that I am a girl not a boy.
I am mostly mistaken to be called a female, they can't tell the difference and some even thought I'm a lesbian. Cause you know NO hills... or valleys and all...... in my chest 😆😆😂😂👊👊
Well you get what I mean!
But seriously though......
I hate to admit it...... but I'm scared.
I am scared that one day he will realize that I'm just a mistake in his life.
I am afraid that he will regret being with me.
I am a coward... a really stupid coward.
PRESENT:
Joaquin confessed to me and I rejected him because I am scared to love him back.
We still remained as friends but not best friends anymore, cause that would just be awkward after what happened.
We still talked but less, nothing compared to what we were before everything happened. He moved on and so am I.
Joaquin got himself a new girlfriend and he seems to be happy. So I know I can be happy too. 😌😌😏😏
Well for me I'm still the president of the "All Singles Club" 😂😂😂
I am happy to where I am now, and I am happy that my Joaquin is happy eventhough it's with somebody else and not me.
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