Josh Dun Imagines

Beach

A/N: Hey I'm alive lol. This is a little long but I hope it makes up for all the time I've been gone :) Idk I hope you like it |-/

Today you and Josh were going to the beach together... needless to say, you were extremely anxious. The two of you were deep enough in the relationship that you knew he loved you & thought you were beautiful, but in the back of your mind you were still really insecure about your body. Yeah, you had curves but they weren't in "all the right places" like the other girls. Josh snapped you out of your thoughts when he walked into your shared bedroom to check on you and said, "Hey babe, are you ready to go? I got everything packed in the car already." He immediately stopped in his tracks when he saw you sitting on the bed, still in your pajamas. Josh asked, "Umm are you okay? Aren't you going to change into a swimsuit cause... well we're kinda going to the beach I thought." You slightly laughed and said weakly, "Uh yeah sorry. I'll go get changed right now." You got up to go to the bathroom to change and Josh stopped you in your tracks by gently putting his hand on your shoulder, "Y/N, come on. We can stay home and just relax if you're not up to it today, I totally understand. What's goin on?" Oh shit. Honestly, you really wanted to go to the beach with Josh because you thought it would be fun. But on the other hand, you really didn't want to because you've never worn a swimsuit in front of him, surprisingly. You hadn't even worn a swimsuit in about two years and in those two years you had gained just a little weight. Lately you're just really insecure... so insecure that it's been keeping you from showing even a little skin. It's just been sweats and sweaters for you the past couple weeks even though it was 80° in the middle of spring.
You didn't make eye contact with Josh but you could still see the worry in his eyes and said with a small smile, "No really, it's all good. I'm just kinda tired but I'll feel better once we get there." Josh was still a little suspicious but he ignored it and just let you be, "Alright. Well just know that I'm here for you if you need anything. I'll be in the kitchen" and he gave you a small peck on the forehead then left the bedroom. Once he was gone you sighed and grabbed the most covering swimsuit you had, you wanted to show as little as possible.
   After a long time, you finally found the strength to walk out and let Josh see you in a swimsuit for the first time. You slowly walked into the kitchen and his jaw dropped when he saw your barely clothed body. He had never seen you in a swimsuit, lingerie, bra/underwear, etc... because you never let him. You were confused at his reaction and he said, "Damn. It's about time you showed me that gorgeous body." You blushed, "Josh, you're such a liar." That took him aback, he never knew you were so self-concious that you wouldn't believe him when he told you you were gorgeous. He walked towards you and rested his hands on your waist, "Hey, believe me. You're the most stunning girl I've ever seen, I'm so lucky to be with a beauty like you. It's a shame that you don't know how gorgeous you are. Everything about you. Your body, your hair, your smile, those eyes..." Now you were close to tears but you held them back, "Thank you so much, Josh. You have no idea how much that means to me." He smiled and kissed you on the lips, "I'm just being honest."
    Now you finally built up the confidence & energy to go to the beach and said, "Well, let's go. I'm definetely feeling better now." Josh laughed and took your hand, then lead you outside to the car.
   The ride to the beach was great, the windows were rolled down and the car radio was playing happy feel-good music. After a pretty long drive, the two of you arrived to a beautiful beach. The weather was perfect. It was sunny, warm, there was a slight breeze, and the ocean was a sparkling vibrant blue. You walked towards the sand to set up your area but you started to get a little nervous now that you realized that there were a lot of other people there. None of them were "curvy" like you, all the girls looked like runway models and had perfect fit bodies. It put you in a sad mood and it's kinda hard to be sad when you're at the beach with your amazing boyfriend. You followed Josh to a somewhat isolated spot and he set up the towels and umbrella. He must've seen you start to look sad again because he leaned in and whispered in your ear, "You know, you're the most beautiful girl on this beach. No joke. These girls got nothing on you, baby" and he gave you a kiss on the cheek. The way he complimented you and called you baby made you feel warm & fuzzy inside. You nodded and blushed, you still didn't completely believe him but it was whatever. He took off his shirt and laid on his stomach on his towel. He was really hot, you had no idea how you got a guy like him. You carefully laid down next to him to get a tan & put on your sunglasses. The two of you now were just staring into each other's eyes, saying "I love you" without words.