Finding My Whoever... (All Time Low) Zack Merrick ON HOLD Till MAY

Chapter 19

Two Updates in one night, wow i must be feeling better lol 

Happy Reading! or Crying!

 The songs belong to All Time Low and Simple Plan not me (I wish...)

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Lucy

I had to leave everything got to be too much. I walked to the end of the street and called a cab company. Thank god my phone was in my purse at the entryway, I just grabbed the bag and left.  I had the cab driver drive me to the airport and I got on the next flight leaving that I could make. I ended up in Seattle.  I landed and it was pouring rain. I called a cab and had them head to the only person I knew in Seattle.  I knocked on the door and heard the dog barking.  I chuckled slightly but still sniffled and the tears restarted.  The whole plane ride to Seattle I sat and cried my eyes out silently.  My flight attendant was concerned and no one wanted to sit next to me so she sat down next to me and asked what was wrong.  I told her I think my husband and I just broke up but left it at that. She hugged me and brought me a blanket and pillow.  When Brittany opened the front door to the apartment her jaw dropped. 

“Lucy?”

“Yea, can I stay here?”

“Of course come in what happened?” I walked in and she ushered me to the bathroom where she prepared a warm bath and made me get in. I cried my eyes out telling her everything from the death of ZJ up until a couple hours ago. I begged her not to tell Matty or anyone else that I was there.  I received a call from Alex and I talked to him quickly and then turned off my phone.  Since Brit and I were around the same size in clothes I’d been borrowing her clothes or buying clothes on a credit card Zack didn’t know I had for the business.  It’s been 3 weeks of heartbreak and I was sleeping on the Mullin’s couch.  Matty had come home 5 days ago and Brit and I swore him to secrecy and so far he had been true to his words.  I hadn’t logged onto twitter, instagram, facebook or even turned on my phone.  I was resting on the couch like normal and channel surfing.  I happened to flip past Fuse and see Sunday’s face.  I stopped and turned the volume up more.

“All Time Low is here in studio for a live performance” Sunday was clinging to Zack’s leg.

“My daughter is here because her mom is on a trip and she misses her. Lucy if you’re watching I love you, I’m sorry and please come home this song is for you” Alex cleared his throat.

“This is a song we haven’t played in forever but it’s for Lucy. This song is called too much and it’s off the Nothing Personal album.” The music started and the people in the crowd went crazy. Zack’s voice filled the room mixing with Flyzik until Alex’s covered theirs’ slightly and I started to listen to the lyrics.

I admit, I miss seeing your face babe, (seeing your face babe)

And being alone is starting to take its toll, (toll)

I'm cold and it's getting old, (getting old)

I admit, (I admit) I should have made some changes. (changes)

We were so smothered in love,

We didn't have a chance to come up for air (no fair)

What a waste, where did the time go?

Where did our minds go? I don't know.

What's this place? Where did our home go?

We won't know, I don't know.

Too much of anything is too much,

Too much love can be too much,

We had too much time, too much us,