I told him I wanted to die
And he said
"I love you
I need you
You're my best friend"
And he said
"As soon as I can graduate,
I'll come get you,
And I'll take you away from that.
Things will be better."
We made plans that were only half thought through
What about her?
Does he plan on bringing her along?
Does he plan on being without her before then?
What about me?
I can't leave my family.
I can't graduate that early.
I told him
"You can't promise me,
Though."
And he said
"We can do it."
Every doubt of mine,
He waved away.
"It would be so far away from now"
"I graduate in a few months, it's only a matter of finding a place."
"I still have to graduate"
"You're smart. You could graduate early."
"Not according to my grades now I'm not"
"Credits are credits."
How is it
That the person that can hurt me the most
Calms me down
Eases my mind
More than anyone else I've ever met?
Could I really run away with him?
Could it really ever work?
Could he really ever stand me for that long?
