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so today's topic is senpais because god only knows how many senpais i have.
(warning; this list is completely random)

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•zion t [korean idol]
i love zion t so much it's unhealthy. i swear he is such an artist I can't even. his songs are not even singing it's all the huffs and breathing and sigs and yeahs and ahs and ohs and ughs. he uses his voice in a way I couldn't even imagine to be possible. eat is probably my favorite song in the whole wide world. i love let's meet and see through you and question mark too. i love all his songs. all the songs he has lines in, i have listened to. even if it's just one huff i'll be there.

•euwonlol [wattpad author]
the first wattpad writer i fell in love with. i love her works and she's fabulous. also i follow her insta and she's pretty af

•phil lester & dan howell [youtubers]
I'm phan trash. i love both of them equally. my phone case has their faces on it. i have their calendar on my bedroom wall. i read their book even when I'm not reading it I'm reading it. i watch their vids over & over again.

•edward avila [youtuber]
a beauty blogger based in seoul. he's gorgeous and hilarious and I can't even bro ily and I wish i was your friend.

•lemonbutterfly [wattpad author]
her exo fanfics (maybe sehun knows love/maybe sehun loves me/maybe sehun still cares) are my favorite books in all of wattpad. I'm being absolutely serious. i would pay money to read these.
I remember when i read her first chapter (for the first time) and i was crying of laughter. i have had so many feels over her books. i am such a fangirl of hers it's unreal.

•exodust_tao  [wattpad author/marshmallow]
i know it's unconventional to call you a senpai, and i hope I'm not making you feel uncomfortable, but you do belong on this list.
i fangirl about your works and when you tag me in something or text me I squeal for seventeen million hours.

•connor franta [youtuber/artist/ entrepreneur]
he's amazing. the first youtuber i ever subscribed to and i still am. i love him so much. his way of thinking and his poetry and photography and everything is so relatable and mah style. i agree with everything he says. when he does a q&a i not only know what his answers are gonna be but i know the exact words he's gonna use.
I don't wanna call him my soulmate but damn connor u my soulm8.

•chris oflying [youtuber]
he's so...different. he does what he feels he should be doing. accepting his flaws and mistakes and talking about them. his ability to express himself is outstanding. he's so very full of love and energy, ready to take on the world and love as many people as he can. creating new communities and all other kinda of stuff on his way.
i love you, man. <3 it's unreal how close i feel to you.