Secrets

Chapter 12- So annoying

I wake up, and do my daily routine. I won't even think of Alina right now because she's just a waste of time. I eat breakfast and get on my ipod. I check mu instagram and I have 7 notifications! That's a lot if you haven't posted for 2 weeks. I don't feel like checking them so I just check my feed. Michael posted a throwback to when he was at Kennywood. His face though, haha.

I keep scrolling until I see someone's name that I will actually care about their post. I see my cousin and she just posted a tbh. I see Tori and she posted a picture of her and Mackenzie West.

I see nobody else's but I have to get dressed anyway. I pick out a CFDS dance shirt with CFDS dance sweats. I put on my black vans.

Michael does not ride my bus so I don't see him in the morning until i get to first period or shortly before.

I get to breakfast and I don't eat anything because the schools food is unpleasant.

I have nobody to hang with.

None of my friends go to breakfast.

None of them ride my bus neither.

I am alone.

I have nobody.

I sit there, everyone giggling, laughing, and eating while i am here.

If I stayed on the bus, I would have had nobody.

FINALLY the bell rings. I go upstairs to my locker. (The one that Alina LOVES to hang at.) As usual, she's there, with Michael. I don't understand why she is obsessed with him. He doesn't like you girl, get over it!

Michael looks like he is uncomfortable but who knows what he's thinking. Boys are a mess, they can never express their feelings.

I know, getting smart with her is not the way to go but I say "Why does everyone hang out at my locker. The ONLY person that should really be here is Michael." I then hug Michael, tightly. Tori is also at my locker, with Alina, so my sentence makes sense, you know?

Alina stays silent and looks over to Tori. She must've told Tori to do something. Tori shrugs and says "Well sorry, you don't get here early enough to give your boyfriend company. Someone has to, if it's anyone, it's got to be his future..." I cut her off.

"SHE IS NOT HIS FUTURE GIRLFRIEND. HE DOESN'T LIKE HER. WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?!"

I didn't mean to, but I screamed. I really raised my voice and didn't mean to. She agitates me so much. She replies calmly like my raised voice had no effect on her..

"Hun, calm down! You don't have to yell. But what do you mean by not his future? You guys won't last. You dated like two days after dating someone else. No one lasts like that."

"DON'T CALL ME HUN, I AM NOT YOUR CHILD. MAYBE MIND YOUR BUSINESS AND BACK OFF. MICHAEL IS WITH ME AND WE'RE IN LOVE. YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND BECAUSE YOU'VE NEVER HAD A BOYFRIEND. MHMM, I WONDER WHY?! YOU GET ON EVERYONE'S NERVES! YOU THINK YOU ARE THE BEST AT EVERYTHING YOU DO!"

Michael pulls me away and says "She's a hater, babe."

We then walk back because I still didn't get my books out of my locker and they are blocking it. The bell already rang like five minutes ago and they won't get to their homeroom. Like please go?!?

Michael has a very annoyed look on his face and I am so sorry. I think I am annoying him but I don't mean to. She just... UGH!! Michael says "I'm gonna get to class, love you.. And that was to Haleigh by the way." i say bye and he leaves.

She says "You need to bring it down three notches, girl. But eventually Michael will end up with who he is supposed to be with and that person is not you. You guys are only in the seventh grade, bad choices are made."

"You guys are in what grade? Seventh. Pathetic.. Can you guys just get out of the way so I can get my books. We're supposed to be in first period already.."

Alina:
"Awe you have no more comebacks? Poor baby."

Me:
"I am more mature than you guys, and I need to get to class."

They walk away saying "She is such a baby. Wow *and start mocking me.*

I have a whole day to go through and they are in my first period. I going to get yelled at my teacher for being like 15 minutes late for starters. Not a good way to start the day.

- Man, this story is intense!