Damaged

I'm going nowhere near you again.

(ZAYN)

Why was i so stupid? Shit. Who else could it have been? I thought she was asleep! What a mess. 

I stood infront of Elle with my head in my hands, I was hoping this wasn't too serious, normally i'd hope for my sake but this time it was for her sake. I was froze and my head went completely blank, this was not a good time for my head to go blank, what do i do? 

Phone. 

I ran to the phone and dialled the number for an ambulance service, this wasn't going to be good. I had invited her to stay here and then knocked her out, she's going to think i'm a bit mental and she'll never want to be near me again. 

"Hello? I need an ambulance, i hit my friend.. With a pan." 

"Excuse me sir?" 

"I hit her with a pan, i didn't know it was her. I thought she was a robber or a murderer." 

"Whats your adress?" 

"She's.. She's waking up, what do i do?" 

"Is there any chance you can bring her in to get her checked over or do you want me to send the ambulance?" 

"I can do it. Thanks." 

"Ok goodbye sir." 

I hung up the phone and ran to Elles side, she was slowly opening her eyes, she looked a little dazed. She lifted herself up from the floor and sat against the bench, i didn't know what to say, what had i done? "Are you mental?" Elle finally broke the silence, a sense of disgust was in her voice and i just stood there speechless. "I mean seriously! I should have known when i saw you beat that guy up. What was i even thinking? You need your head checked, you're crazy." My mouth dropped, she had seen that? I felt sick, i told her to go so she didn't see, that would explain why she backed away from me and fell into the pond. I never thought that i was a bad person, well i knew i was bad but not bad. Trust me to mess everything up. "I know you hate me right now but i need to take you to the hospital, you need to get checked." I pleaded with her to come with me, if i didn't get her checked out something worse could happen. "I am not getting in your car. I'm going nowhere near you again." I could definitely tell she was disgusted with me, which i have to admit, hurt. 

(Elle) 

I found myself in a similar situation, i ran. This time i ran home, i ran out of Zayns house, i ran past the park and i ran to my house, i knew he wasn't safe to be around, i don't know why i didn't listen to my head. The worst part was that i was running home with only socks on and Zayns clothes. I got the front door and pulled out my keys, as soon as i got into my room i had an urge to stay in here forever, i never wanted to leave in case i bumped into him again, he was dangerous and i was obviously stupid. I lay on my bed, with my head pounding and my room spinning i drifted off to sleep. 

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I woke up, i felt sick and just wanted to stay in bed all day, luckily it was Sunday so i could. The images of last night replaying in my head, Zayn beating up that racist, flinching as i walked towards him and being hit in the head. I couldn't help but think it was my fault for trusting a complete stranger, there was something about him that scared me yet i still wanted to comfort him. I picked up my sketch pad and looked at the drawing i had done of him at the pond, i had tried so hard to show the emotion in his eyes but it really wasn't easy, there were too many emotions tro even try and read him. I looked at the note at the bottom, i always put notes so people could understand my sketches 'A look on someones face can tell alot. Always trust their eyes' Looking into someones eyes can tell alot, you can almost see what they've been through, how they're feeling, but with Zayn it was so hard. I threw my sketch pad to the floor and flopped back down into my bed. My phone started to vibrate so i forced myself up to grab it.