love's mysterious ways

Chapter thirty seven

Chaze' POV

Kanina pa ako gising pero hindi ko magawang bumangon...nakatitig lang ako sa gwapong mukha ng katabi ko. Si sir Dave.

Open your heart to someone else...it will help you to move on.
Open your heart to someone else...it will help you to move on.
Open your heart to someone else...it will help you to move on.
Open your heart to someone else...it will help you to move on.
Open your heart to someone else...it will help you to move on.

Paulit ulit sa isipan ko ang sinabing yon ni Angelo. Si sir Dave ba ang tinutukoy niya na someone else??? Is this the right thing to do??? Ramdam kong sa mga ikinikilos ni sir Dave at dahil na rin siguro sa nangyari sa amin ay may pagtingin na siya sa akin...

Maybe I'll talk to Alex later about what happened between me and sir Dave and about what I dreamed...

Maya maya pa ay kumilos si sir Dave pero nanatiling nakapikit, hinapit niya ako sa bewang at inilapit maigi sa katawan niya para mayakap.

Hindi ko magawang kumilos. I feel good in his arms... Hindi ko namalayan na nakatulog pala ulit ako.

Pag gising ko wala na sa tabi ko si sir Dave...at may nakita akong note sa bedside table ko.

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I need to go back to manila coz I have meetings to attend. I did'nt bother to wake you up coz you're sleeping peacefully. Just text or call me if you need anything...
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Pagkabasa ko ng note ay pumasok na ako sa banyo para magshower...

Kakatapos ko lang kumain ng lunch ng maalala kong tawagan si Alex...

[ "Mabuti naman at nakakaalala ka pa rin naman pala..." ] Sabi ni Alex pagkasagot niya ng tawag ko...may konting himig ng pagtatampo.

"Bhe, I have something to tell you..."

[ "What is it??? Tell me..." ]

"Promise me first that you'll not scream the hell out of you."

[ "Fine!!!" ]

Tumingin muna ako sa paligid bago muling magsalita, nasa garden kasi ako at baka may ibang taong makarinig sa akin.

"Dave and I slept together last friday...we're both drunk and it just happened very fast that when I woke up the next day, Dave is beside me and we're both naked."

[ "O.M.G. Bhe, isang tili lang please!!!" ] Pakiusap ni Alex na halatang nagpipigil ng kilig...

"Alex, stop it please...you're making me feel more embarrassed. I told you what happend coz I need your advice, naiilang na ako sa kanya."

[ "Hhhmmm...well after what happened, anong kinilos niya??? Parang dati lang ba o may nag iba???" ]

"He become clingy...he acted like we're couple, like we have something..."

[ "You really had something right...hahaha" ]

"Alex please, be serious this time..."

[ "Ok, I'm sorry. Well, for me I think this is the time you have to open your heart once again...maybe Dave is the right one to save you from your past." ]

Naalala ko na naman ang napaginipan ko na sinabi ni Angelo. Open your heart to someone else...it will help you to move on.

"Bhe, napaginipan ko kagabi si Angelo..." At kinuwento ko kay Alex ang buong detalye ng napaginipan ko hanggang sa magising ako.

[ "Maybe its a sign...come to think of it, bakit andun din si Dave sa panaginip mo di ba. Bhe, just try to fall inlove again...don't be afraid to be hurt again coz its a part of being inlove. Kung hindi ka marunong masaktan, hindi ka rin marunong magmahal. Don't live in your past coz  there is always a better future waiting for you." ]