LOVING A LIE (student/teacher romance)

Chapter 4.5

I finally looked up at her. "But what if your wrong and I scare him away?" my heart hurt just at the thought of loosing him.

"Would it make you feel better if I told you Chris thinks Jake is in love with you? He said that he has never seen him this way and that he seems so happy and actually is enjoying his life to the fullest now."

I smiled again but quickly wiped it away. There is still a big chance that he doesn't feel the same yet and I just can't risk it, not yet.

"I can't tell him yet Stacy just give me time."

"Okay fine." she frowned but let me out of the bathroom to return to my amazing breakfast. The whole time we ate I kept looking up and catching Jake looking at me and every time my cheeks would heat up like a Texas summer. Finally every one was done so we moved to the living room.

My phone vibrated in my pocket so I took it out to examine it.

'School starts in two days I can't wait to see you love.' -Physco Luis

Ughh I growled as I erased his message. But his text did remind me of two sad facts. One, we leave today meaning i leave Jake behind and two that tomorrow school starts up once again. Jake heard me sigh and leaned over to peck me on the lips sweetly.

"What's wrong princess?" his eyes searched my face.

"We leave today." I whispered sadly. He pulled me into a hug.

"Don't worry we will be back too in the morning we will still see each other I promise." I smiled brightly not truly knowing how real that promise was.

I cuddled closer to him holding him trying to get a good memory of everything about him just incase something went wrong. I thought about his laugh and his beautiful smile that could Easley drive any woman insane. I thought about his great since of humor and the way he always made sure I was okay. I thought about last night and how gentle he had been and how deep he looked into my eyes even into my soul. After about two hours of me just holding him I knew we needed to leave to go pack. I reluctantly let go of his warm body and stood up.

"Stacy we need to go pack up we have to be back in town by six." she sighed but got up also giving chris a good bye kiss. I looked into my own boyfriends eyes and wore a sad smile as he stood and pulled me into his arms and kissed me. His lips left mine but his fore head stayed against mine for a few more precious seconds. "I'll see you soon cutie." he rubbed my cheek before letting me go. We left the house and as I shut the door behind me I couldn't help but feel like something big was about to happen.

We had made it back to our little beach house and had packed all of our stuff up. Stacy and I were carrying the last bags out to the car when the familiar blue charger pulled into the drive way. I sat my bags down and walked to him. Jake stepped out of the car and met me half way.

"Amy I had this feeling like I really needed to tell you something before you left. I-I don't know how to say it but I know I got to try. A-Amy I think I'm in love with you..... Now I know we haven't known each other long at all but I know I have fallen for you hard and I understand if y...." I cut him off with a passionate kiss. His arms wrapped around my waist in there rightful place and he kissed me back with so much emotion that I felt a tear slide down my cheek. Finally I pulled away as I breathed hard.

"Jake I love you too." his face lit up and he jumped up and down.

"Yes I knew it! I just had to tell you cutie!"

I laughed at his excitement and I could feel the energy welling up in my own heart, but it was time for me to leave.

"Jake I have to go now like you said I'll see you soon." he smiled before kissing my head one last time then jumped in his car and left. I turned back to Stacy who was standing with her hand on her hip giving me the I told you so look that I was beginning to see alot of.

"Shut up, I know you were right let's just go before I change my mind."

We jumped in the car and drove away as the sinking feeling of something to come re appeared in my stomache.

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Okay so this chapter I hope you all like! It took me awhile to figure out just what I wanted to happen but I knew that they had to tell each other how they felt. I'm going to be giving a SNEAK PEAK out for chapter 5 if I can get at least three comments from diff people and one new vote... It will be pretty good.

Thanks to all you readers your comments really drive me to keep going with this story!

~Lilredhill~