MONDAY
Ugh there he is.. and there he goes. I really live for the quick glance I get at him in the hall at the very end of the day of every other day. I sound crazy but this is what having a crush is like, and boy was I crushing.
But just like everyone else, I can't talk to him. What would I even talk about? The Chinese language class we both took last year or.. NOTHING. I'm utterly fucked and there is nothing I can do about it. Just to to rehearsal and see him again Wednesday.
WEDNESDAY
Last bell of the day rings and here I go. To see the worlds cutest in the hallway.
There he- oh my shoe is untied. That was my last thought before I literally embarrassed myself by running into him. Probably my last thought ever because at this moment all I want to do is hide in a hole at the ends of the universe.
"Oh my gosh, are you okay?" he asked me while examining me. I didn't know what to say, my hands clammed up and my throat became drier then the Sahara.
"Um." I swallowed hard. His eyes took me away. SAY SOMETHING. "You're really pretty." Not that, you walnut.
He smiled and looked around. When our eyes met again, I gave a weak smile.
"I'll see you around, Celeste."
"You remember me?"
"How could I ever forget someone so beautiful?"
