"If cancer needed-" I kept giggling about the sentence I was trying to get out for this bit, "if cancer had a spokeswo- fuck I can't get this sentence out." I felt the pain in my gut from laughing. "If cancer needed a spokeswoman, I'd be perfect for the job." I paused for editing, "fuck finally oh my god." I looked in the mirror some more at the sickly pale skin and paler pink lips. "I'm fuckin dyin'! And I know what you're thinking, no Celeste you can't be the cancer spokeswoman because you're not bald blah blah and to that I say," I paused again and opened the foundation that was 4 shades too light and dumbed it all over my hair. "There now I match." I paused again before laughing and continued on with my makeup video. I was testing new products that we're sent to me by cosmetic brands but I apparently told them the wrong shade or whatever and so now I'm a decaying corps, or I look like one.
I opened a pallet full of red and purple shades and without any brushed, stuffed my fingers into the colors and put them around my eyes.
"And to top it all off, lashes!"
I thanked the viewers for tuning in and gave my subscribe speech and ended the video. I sat for a second and took a picture to put a sneek peek on Twitter, people lost it. I didn't even take a picture of my face, just my hair at the end.
People speculated about what the video is and one person guessed a makeup review, they were right so I liked it before taking a shower.
After my shower, my manager called me.
"You're absolutely insane, Celeste!"
"Did you see the picture?"
"Yes I saw the picture!"
"And you've seen my videos?"
"Celeste"
"Welllll then, you know how insane I am soooo"
"So I should've expected this I know I know." I gave her a laugh and continued on with whatever she called me for.
I have 2 days to pack because I'm going to vidcon! I tweeted it and instantaneous excitement came from my audience.
**Time skip lol**
I was walking around vidcon freely because beauty YouTubers aren't as popular here. I got tons of pictures with other people and a few fans. I wasn't considered a featured creater, like I didn't do a stage show so i didn't have to hide away and be told what to do.
I stopped by a small gathering of people yelling, it was gaming station. I'm not a gamer person but I stopped to look anyway. I stood towards the back of the crowd because I do not belong here and I would definitely attract attention. There were a bunch of nerdy looking boys cheering and yelling. The announcer guy gave off the names of the contenders.
I didn't recognize any of them, anything for something and I dees? I watched as the scrawny kid with glasses won their match. I let out a small yell in support and left to continue walking around.
I saw a few beauty YouTubers huddled together and decided to join them, I was met with hellos and hugs. It felt great to find my spot, walking around the gaming area felt so strange.
Kat was a smaller YouTuber hanging out with the group, not many people knew her but I engaged in conversation and I subscribed to her channel as she was pretty cool. I looked through her videos and she told me about them.
"That's your boyfriend?" I asked her, pointing at one of her videos.
"Oh yeah, that's max."
"Not to take offense, but he's not bad looking." I was afraid to look at Kat as I just met her and I'm calling her boyfriend cute.
