this is the dirty truth.

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I'm sorry I couldn't be what you wanted. It's just that I found myself while trying to reach the bottom of the ocean, and the ocean waves hugged me. The real world scared me to the point of suicide. I knew that if I stayed, I could live another day, relax with air filled lungs. Truth is, I was suffocating in the real world. The blankets in my room were like hands wrapped around my throat and silence was the great, big body.