this is the dirty truth.

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I like being alone. I like the fact that when I am alone, I have nothing to put effort in. It's as if I'm not living, I'm just there. If someone was around, I'd have to do something. Whether it was talk or make sure I'm not breathing too loud, I had to be aware. I like being alone with not a single thought running through my mind and the sounds around me are blocked out by waves of monotonous.