this is the dirty truth.

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I used her so that I could move on. I wanted her tongue in my mouth, so I could stop caring for yours. I used her, led her on, made her fall in love with me, and all I had to say to her was, "Can we just be friends for now? I think you're really funny." The thought of you isn't acceptable for me anymore because I need to move on, but I went about it the wrong way, I really did. She thinks I'm incapable of falling in love with good people, and I don't think she's wrong. I mean, I fell in love with you, didn't I? No, I'm being a hypocrite for calling you a bad person. I'm the one who fell in love with you, you didn't tell me to and then I used a girl's emotional attachment to my advantage. I'm the bad person who fell in love with the wrong person.