lostmyhead

Work

I'm so fucking stressed out omfg. I have so much work to do and it's killing me. I have school assignments to do, my music homework, my Chinese homework and homework from my parents and ugh. I also have to read for an hour every fucking day. At least the books I read aren't too boring I guess but still I can't handle all this work. And the fact I have to complete all this before 9 or some shit. Keep in mind I get home at like 4:30 i have to take a shower and we all know my showers are an hour long, I have to have dinner and I have to do my daily chores. All that takes at least 2 hours. I have 3 hours left to do my work. 1 hour will be for my guitar and Piano, one more hour for reading. Then I have like 1-2 hours left to actually do school work and shit. DOES IT LOOK LIKE I CAN DO ALL MY SHIT IN AN HOUR OR TWO?? LIKE WTF ARE YOU KIDDING ME. And the fact that after I finish my work you give me more fucking shit. After I'm done every thing im supposed to relax and talk to friends, but you give me more shit to do. Like wtf I have already done my daily shit and your giving me more? I can't it's just so much fucking work I just can't finish it on time. But when I do finish it on time I get more work. It's endless with the amount of shit you give me.

You know it's a lot of fucking work but you get angry at me when I can't finish in time. After 9 is like "relaxing time" but I can't get that bc I can't finish my fucking work. Sometimes I talk to my friends on like Skype or FaceTime while I'm doing my work bc I feel lonely. It's okay if you get mad at me for it but when you tell my friends off you've crossed the line. You can't just tell them off like that. I mean wtf who do you think you are. I swear you annoy me so fucking much. I hate you pls go away. Get out of my life. Maybe it was better when we weren't living together I mean I was happier and free

I swear time needs to move faster so I can get the fuck out of my house right when I turn 18. I fucking hate everything right now.
-jessica xx