lostmyhead

it's 3am and i have nothing to do

I hate travelling like why IVE BEEN ON THREE PLANES THIS WEEK AND MY FUCKING LEG IS SWELLING UP AND FUCKING WHY. ISWEAR TO FUCK MY LEG ACTUALLY LOOKS LIKE A FAT TREE TRUCK GROSS EW BYE

Shopping is great though 10/10 I've literally been buying everything I see help but THE FUCKING WALKING NO. My feet want to commit suicide rn they're in so much pain. Literally everyday is going out to shop and pls I want to just lie in bed the whole day

Also travelling with family is too problematic for me and low key ruined this holiday but hey whatever shopping is amazing

Okay but I went to a cat cafe today and idk how I feel about it. I thought it was gonna be fucking great you know but it was like idk low key boring and ALL THE CATS WERE SLEEPING AND WERE SO FUCKING LAZY PLS WAKE UP. Maybe it's just the place but who knows. I would go again but idk it was just boring and I WAS SNEEZING FOR DAYS AFTERWARDS my nose was red as a tomato

It's also so fucking hot here. Why does everything want to kill me pls. It's like 30 degrees and I guess that not that bad but ITS HUMID and yea it's bad bc every time I walk outside I feel like I'm suffocating

Help I need to fucking pee but it's 3am here and I'm actually so paranoid RN and ITS DARK AND I HATE THE DARk so I'm just gonna hold it till morning

Also another reason why I hate traveling, the time zones like why. MY SLEEP IS ALREADY SO FUCKED UP WHY YOU GITTA MAKE IT WORSE

I actually thought wow maybe I could actually get good sleep here bc Hong Kong is three hours behind Sydney and I'll get tired earlier and fall asleep but FUCKING NOPE NOPE NOPE ITS THE SAME STRUGGLE TRYING TO FALL ASLEEP GDI WHY DO TOU WANNA KILL ME

Three hours isn't a lot compared to other places I know but i dOnT dO weLL wiTh diFfErEnT tImE zOnEs OkAy

My sleep is fucked up as it is and this isn't helping but will do I guess

What else is there to talk about
I'm trying to bore my mind so I can fall asleep

OH YES
I love green tea like fucking fite me but I love green tea and green tea anything. That's probably the only asain thing about me WAIT NO I LIKE USING CHOP STICKS but other than that I act like a white person

Also school homework I haven't started anything bc I'm travelling and I thought I had none but now I remember
-I gotta finish this book for English
-do my textiles
-and of fucking course commerce
Plus my guitars homework which I HAVENT EVEN PLAYED GUITAR IN TWO WEEKS AND IM SUPPOSED TO WRIFE ANOTHER FUCKING SONG AND I HAVENT STARTED AND I HAVE TO LEARN THIS WHOLE PIECE AND I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO PLAY THE FORST NOTE AND I NEED TO ORACTE GUITAR IN GENERAL TBH

Unorganised as always great job jess

Okay but I actually miss everyone like I WANNA SEE Y'ALL I MISS YOU
I hate school holidays sm it's not even funny. I enjoy school so much more bc I the I actually have something to do and it's a 10/10 distraction and you get to hang out with the people who mean most to you so school is actually great

I love makeup so much it's not even funny anymore IM OBSESSED
okay but can we talk about Jeffree Star's lips ammunitioN GURL YOU BETTER FUCKING WORK YES
it's so pretty and just fucking I love jeffree star and RUPAUL'S DRAG RACE THOUGH THATS MY SHIT RN SORRY AHS BUT I FUCKING LOVE DRAG

on the topic of makeup I have a v sad story to tell
So my bby highlighter died the other day and I'm still heartbroken
IT FUCKING DROPPED IT AND IM REGRETTING EVERYRHING BC I FUCKING LOVED THAT HIGHTLIGHT IT WAS MT FAV AND I DROPPED IT AND IT BROKE
I just have to buy another one when I get back to aus :(

Okay but guys if you really wanna get your highlight poppin LISTEN HERE
Use smashbox' cream highlight and then put on top stila' eyeshadow kitten
Trust me girl it gets the job done and your hightlight will be poppin

You see that hughtlihht guys it be poppin

Also guys protip eyeshadows are usually better highlighters than highlighters themselves and plus they're cheaper so use eyeshadow and I recommend stila I'm Kitten or two faced Champagne Truffle

Literally the only thing I'm proud of is my highlight
My talents include my poppin highlight and being able to text amazing with one hand that's it

The 5sos shows were on these past few nights and I'm low key upset bc I couldn't go bc LOOK IM IN HONG KONG and I got fucking vip sound check and just why

5sos will actually always have a special place in my heart bc I always go back to them and they're actually so good and idk I just still love them I'm just not as obsessed and plus the 5sos fam is shit now which is sad bc we were amazing before. gdi 5sos girlfriend drama and thirsty 12 yr olds. YALL AND RUINING THIS FANDOM

Fuck I still need to pee this ain't good

Okay but I actually love Gigi Hadid like goals.
And I overused the snapchat dog filter way too much why. I can't even accept my face without it and just okay

Ugh can time just move a little faster I just wanna go home and relax. Thank god I'm missing the first two days of school so I can just relax at home and binge watch ahs and Rupaul's Drag Race.

Okay I'm gonna go and just force myself to sleep bc I have to walk around again tomorrow and my body is so tired and exhausted and just wants to kill me in general but hey that's okay