Never will be

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Jayden pov
I woke up holding lissy in my arms she's been tossing and turning all night her ex must have been horrible. I just want her to know she safe she told me to give up the gang life but I can't I know to much if I left I'm dead or she is.
"Babe are you up?"
"Yeah I wanna do something since this is my last day here."
"Yeah where you wanna go."
"I think the park." Then her phone rang and she answered.
Felicity pov
I answered the phone and it was my mom.
Phone convo
"Hey mom."
"Hey I need you to watch your brother and sister."
"Okay we'll be there in an hour."
"K bye."
"Bye."
End of convo
"My mom wants us to pick up my brother and sister."
"Ok I guess we can take them."
"Yeah we have an hour."
"But I live around the corner from your house literally behind your house."
"Exactly." I got up and went in his closet I grabbed one of his jerseys from school I put it on and let my hair down I walked out the closet he grabbed my waist and picked me up then we went in his bathroom. He turned on the shower and sat me on the counter he started kissing my neck he took his jersey off me and kissed my stomach then he took off my bra and panties. Then he got undressed and picked me up and we got in the shower I could feel him exploring my body like it was our first time again. He started slowly and sped up until it felt like he was going super fast and I couldn't hold in my moans then he slowed down and went deeper I could barely breathe then we both finished. I couldn't walk so he grabbed a towel and wrapped it around me and carried me to his bed I looked at my phone to see the time.
"Babe we have like ten minutes left."
"I know get dressed." He said kissing me we got up and got some clothes and got dressed(in mm)  then we left we made it to my house we got my bother and sister their twins and their 5 weeks old.
"Mom we here and Jammie and James are in the car."
"Ok I got called into work and your dads out of town on business so I'll be home around eight or nine."
"Ok! Bye." I  walked out and checked to see if the twins were buckled in and I had their stuff in the trunk. I got in the car we drove to the park we got out put the babies in their strollers. Jayden had our project baby in a carrier we walked around the park once and found a seat we sat down and played with the babies.
"Babe we should have a picnic."
"Ok we don't have a blanket or food."
"There's a whole pizza and ice cream place across the street."
"Ok sorry I only been here my whole life." A lady walked up to us and looked at the babies.
"Your babies are so pretty they look like the both of you." I smiled but before I tried to tell her they weren't ours Jayden interrupted me.
"Thank you ma'am." She smiled and walked away I looked at Jayden.
"Really what you say that for."
"I don't know."
"Sure you don't." I said as I got up and pushed Jammie's stroller to the car I changed shoes and Jayden grabbed the blanket and we walked to a place on the grass then laid out the blanket I picked up the kids while Jayden changed the stroller into a car seat. We put them in their car seat and we played with them and I realized Jayden was looking at me. "What?"
"Nothing it's just I know what I said was true."
"What you say?"
"You would be a great mother."
"Oh these are my siblings it's easier to play around with them."
"Ok yeah I'm gonna get us some pizza."
"Ok." He walked away then I felt a pair of hands slip across my eyes then I heard a familiar sinister voice.
"Guess who?" He removed his hands and I couldn't move I felt frozen as tears poured down my face which made my brother and sister cry . "I been looking for you ladybug (his nickname for me) I told you there is no where you can go to hide from me so why do you keep trying."
"I didn't leave you did."
"Yeah I moved but you left me."
"Why won't you just leave me alone I don't love you."
"Shut up! I don't ever want to hear  you say that too me ever again." Then Jayden walked up with the pizza.
"Babe are you ok."
"Babe? So this who you with now ladybug."
"Lissy get the kids and get in the car." I did as told but Travis (my ex) started to walk after me so Jayden threw the pizza box at his head. I closed the door to the kids and I walked around the car to see Travis swing at Jayden but he missed and Jayden swung back and hit him in the side then Travis hit him in the head and Jayden fell then he got up and tackled Travis to the ground and started hitting him in the face I pulled Jayden off then Travis and pulled out a gun I turned around and stood in front of Jayden and looked Travis in the eyes.
"Shoot me! Travis SHOOT ME!" I just couldn't take it anymore I walked to the gun and grabbed it out of his hand and unloaded it. I threw the bullets on the ground along with the gun while looking him in the eyes. "I don't love you." With those words me and Jayden got in the car and went to my house I put my siblings to sleep and went in my room to see Jayden standing in front of me.
"Why did you stand in front of me when he had a gun!"
"I didn't want him to shoot you."
"He could've shot you!"
"No he wouldn't."
"You don't know that!"
"Yes I do! Did he shoot me? No so let it go!"
"Really that's it let it go."  I looked at him and I pushed passed him.
"You know what I don't need this I saved your life and you're yelling at me really I just don't understand how you can be so mad at me right now I should be mad at I know you didn't give up that gang crap." I said as tears fell from my eyes he sat next to me.
"If I did they would've killed me or you. I'm sorry for yelling just don't do that anymore."
"Ok." I laid across his lap he wrapped his arm around me I felt safe so he laid back on my headboard and I fell asleep.
Jayden pov
I was watching tv with jae laying down across my legs until my dad called.
Phone convo.
"Hey son where are you."
"At lissy's house."
"Who? Never mind it doesn't matter I want you come home."
"Ok I'll be there."
"Ok."
End of convo
I looked at lissy and tapped her softly until she woke up.
"Girl you can't be taken naps in the middle of the day."
"Mhmm I'm tired."
"I know but my dad wants me home like now."
"Ok. Well I guess I'll see you tomorrow."
"No you coming with me so he knows who you are so go get the kids and let's go."
"Ok." She walked out the room and got her brother and sister she fixed her hair and changed shoes while I played with the baby's. "I'm ready." We walked downstairs and opened the door Travis was standing right there.

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