Fed up part 1

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Felicity Pov
I woke up washed and blow dried my hair put on my clothes and picked up my phone to call my brother so he could pick me up. Only cause I don't feel like talking to Jayden and contrary to what this may sound like, I'm not only mad cause of my hormones. I really feel betrayed by everyone except my brother and daddy because as far as I know they haven't lied to me and they understand how I feel. It seems like these days I'm just never right or what I do is not enough but, don't get me wrong I love Jayden with all my heart. I really do he just needs to be a little more understanding of our situation if he's cool with that, that's fine but I don't want our child to go through this. But I was snapped outta my thoughts by my phone ringing. It was Micheal saying he was here so I picked up my things and ran down the stairs and Jayden was sitting on the couch.
"Where you going?"
"With Micheal we'll meet you at Dad's house in a few." I said as I closed the door behind me wanting to end that conversation. Then ran to Micheal's car I hopped in the front with this big Kool-aid man grin  on my face.
"Don't smile at me why y'all mad at each other nigga?" I laughed at his response.
"We just had a little disagreement that's all we'll be fine."
"Sure don't make me fight him."
"Boy you love Jayden you ain't gon fight him!" I laughed.
"Yeah but I love you more."
"Aweee I love you to bubby!"
"I know and that's why I wouldn't keep anything from you so imma tell you now rico brother is after us. So I need you to stay safe." He said all that and I kinda feel bad  cause he still doesn't know that I'm pregnant.
"Well I um kinda been keeping something from you."
"What you killed somebody."
"Lol nah not recently." I laughed a little. "Um no I'm pregnant."
He looked at me concerned "how far along are you?"
"I'm 5 weeks."
"Lissy I know you fucking lying!" I just kept my head down. "Dad know?"
"Yeah." He looked at me.
"So I'm the only one that didn't know?!"
"Yeah." I almost started crying cause he sound so angry and hurt. "I just didn't want you to be mad at me. It's one thing for dad and Jayden to mad at me but you were there with me for damn near everything. Then finding out you my real brother only made you more important to me." I started crying.
He pulled over and hugged me. "Look sissy I'm only mad cause you ain't tell me but other than that you ain't did nothing but make me proud since I taught you how to shoot." I smiled and wiped my face as he started driving again.
"Awe you made me wipe off what little makeup I had." He laughed as we pulled up to my dads house I grabbed my bag and got out the car walking to the door when I got inside I sat down. I saw everyone there but Jayden so I texted him and he texted back saying "be there in a few." I rolled my eyes at the thought of being around him, because I know he's not gonna have my back. Everyone was in awkward silence so I got on my twitter then I got a crazy message from an unknown number. It said "you tried to still my life now imma still yours!" I didn't know what it meant but I'm pretty sure milli back on her bullshit so I showed it to Micheal and he sent the number to his people. Then Jayden walked in and sat next to my dad so I looked at him then laid my head on my big brothers shoulder.
"Ok since everybody here let's go ahead and move this to the dining room." As we all moved to sit down Jayden placed his hand on my lower back and I jumped a little. My dad sat down after his little request and looked at my mother. "So explain why the hell y'all been gone all this time?!" I looked at my dad I've never heard him cursed for the little time I've known him I haven't heard so much as a damn cross his lips so I can tell he's pretty pissed. So I bite my tongue and wait for an answer.
"Well we had to think quick at that time we had to fake our death they would kill the kids."
"So you didn't think to tell me!?"
"I didn't want to burden you with the decision it wasn't fair." I rolled my eyes and grabbed my stomach and bit my lip to keep quite but I couldn't.
"So how the hell did Jayden's mother come back and sneak in the car and lie to us more?"
"I didn't know she did that." We all looked at Jayden's mom she pushed her hair behind her ear I squinted at her waiting for her answer.
"I kept watching y'all I couldn't just up and leave I missed y'all to much and y'all needed my help." I rolled my eyes still holding my stomach but phone buzzed again with another message so I nudged Micheal and gave him my phone.
"So what is the talk supposed to solve."  Micheal said shrugging his shoulders looking at everybody.
"Look I understand I wasn't there for you guys and I'm sorry. But I wanna start over I wanna be in your lives and I get it may takes some adjusting but I'm willing to adjust as much as y'all need me to." Our mom said looking between dad, Micheal, and me. I looked at Jayden who was shooting bullets at his mom so I grabbed his hand.
"Well you need to get to adjusting because it's going to take awhile." I looked at Micheal and Jayden who nodded and agreed my dad just looked at her. "You and dad probably need some more time to talk." They nodded so we knew it was time for us to leave I got in the car with Jayden. I sat there quite cause I'm still mad at him but I can tell he wants to talk but I'm just not in the mood to argue again. Right once I was about to say something my tummy started rumbling and he looked at me.
"I guess you haven't eaten yet."
"No, have you?" I looked at him waiting for his answer.
"Nah, what y'all feel like eating?"
"Let's go to McDonald's I got the app." He laughed at me making a u-turn into McDonald's. " What want from here baby?"
"A quarter pounder with cheese, chicken sandwich, a large fry, and an Oreo McFlurry. Oh and I have a coupon for free quarter pounder." I yelled into the speaker "babe what you want?"
"Double quarter pounder with cheese,!larger fry, and a sprite no ice." I laid my head on his shoulder while we waited in line.
"You still love me right?"
"Of course I do baby I love both of you no matter what."
"I love you to it just seems like we always arguing."
"We just gotta learn to listen to each mothers opinions and just agree to disagree." I nodded and kissed his cheek while he paid he got his change back then pulled up to the next window to get the food. I checked the bags as he sped off getting to our house rather quickly he chased me to the door I seen a note on the door Jayden grabbed it before I could. I unlocked the door and ran upstairs to check all the rooms but nothing was messed up. I went back downstairs and ate while Jayden watched tv and ate I went and sat in his lap looking him deep in the eyes.
"What's the matter?"
"I thought about what you said yesterday and your right you needed me to agree with you and I didn't."
"No I needed you to be honest and you were so optimistic. I know sometimes I can be stubborn but you always say the right thing." I started to cry a little. "And I need you to say right things because I know our baby is that important to both of us and we just want the best for them and can be head strong." He wiped my tears away and kissed me then carried me upstairs.

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